Hello!~ Last Sunday I was out for a test photoshoot, a beauty shoot with Rachan, an amazingly talented photographer in Thailand, as well as the fabulous Noon Ratipat MUA she's so sweet too! I going for a test shoot originally organised to see if I had the face he was looking for etc + so the MUA could work on my face. Good for me that it all turned out great and I did get the gig in the end at Pickadaily~ Sadly te MUA was busy that day :/
Got to play with the flash shutter with my own Canon EOS 650
I haven't gotten my hands on any of my pictures from this shoot so I'll show it as soon as I get it! Stay tuned for that, I was some of the pictures and darm I was stunned the makeup was so flawless!
There was another model during this, Khun Eye (I know weird nickname, right?) that was doing a bikini shoot all I can say is I awed at her slim legs..So envious!
Close up of her face
Since I can't show any pictures from the photoshoot yet I'll just give a sneakpeak on the makeup, but that doesn't justify the makeup at all, closest to justice is the Instagram picture I posted right after we finished the application even with my crappy phone
Hope you have been spending it with lots of kickin' it back and just chilling with your fams or loved ones ♪(´∪`●) Mine already kinda "ended"- pretty quickly but, we don't really celebrate it after all and we don't even spend time together me and my mom so it's more of a sad plus filled with heavy tension for both of us..
I find it tough for sure.
But, now now, I shouldn't get into too personal stuff, it would just be sad for all of us!
Funny how I didn't get to eat anything today, until the actual dinner, le Christmas Dinner☆
Which we had super early!! At like 4PM! Nevertheless as fatty as the food was I can tell it was DELICIOUS. Until you had your 2nd round and you just couldn't store it all and eventually felt like a pregnant woman must feel on her 9th month when the belly is so big you can't even see the telly screen. see what I did there? LOL OTL I'm starting to follow up more on vlogging and especially on vlogmas is like so funny to make but yet so hard, cause I always feel like I record at a great hour and then I notice on the video footage that at least 50% of the light is just getting darker and darker because of the sun setting so fast and maybe also because there's barely any light during the day time around /le sigh But, it's coming along nicely!
My 1st Christmas vlog(mas) I finally got up, pretty late but hey, time is time ヾ(｡`ε´｡)ﾉ"
After arriving back home from Copenhagen -after coming back from UK: I had gotten a lot of mail! Gifts, Christmas cards and letters! It was such a joyful sight! Also a package from Nic that managed to arrive 1 day earlier my departure day to UK (BangBangSheShoots - blogger ღ) with my first Diamond Lash lashes!! Sweet Eye lower lashes, they are so cute loving them! But still having my heart set on Dolly Wink lower lashes right now. I feel like these are ..too Gyaru-ish for my makeup and overall look. Not that Gyaru is bad but, darm I'm bad with pulling off styles!
Cute little card + oil removing sheets, totally saving them for when I go to Thailand this summer!
The glorious mail that awaited me when I finally got home after a 7-day long traveling around and about!
- From right to lift; Big yellow letter Christmas present ( from Misato ), Christmas cards from my lovely Japanese friend ( Ayaha ♥ ) && then QuestJen's giveaway package was there as well!! I first couldn't believe I won myself, not at all, I'm hosting a giveaway (which is ending in less than 12 hours!!) and I had at that pointed never won or entered a giveaway so to get to this point of actually winning something.. /feels
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Cute panda card♡♡
Christmas present won by Tea but, she gave it to me, total coincidence I got this book..lawl
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What she gave me, lol Pink socks with Panda's 555
Wonder what circle lenses I won?? TIHI NOT TELLING YET
Yesterday I managed to sleep almost all of day, but best thing was I actually made it in time for EatYourKimchi's live chat, I was really entertained by this (´∀｀*) I would love to hangout with these people in real life for sure, should have added a EYK t-shirt to my wishlist!! HAHA
Excuse my bare and tired face but, was getting ready for doing my vlogmas video and yeah, you are correct I am wearing a wig, I dunno why I keep wearing it for videos but, that's how it turned out so, yup yup, love it nevertheless ITS ADORABLE AND THEN WHEN I MISS MY BANGS I CAN JUST WEAR THIS
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So Christmas decorated our apartment is..
Of course the blizzard is camera shy and just does NOTHING when I try to catch it on film. brr
Camwhoring after editing the vlog..tihi so vain ey.
Onto some pictures from Christmas Eve('s day? lol) !! My mom was very grumpy like a little Thai Grinch so I wasn't allowed to take that many pics.. mainly camwhored and took pics of the food that I could when she wasn't present in the kitchen Σ(￣皿￣;; No pics of my presents, they'll be in my 24th Dec Vlogmas video anyways!! I'll post that as well~ When it gets uploaded (σ `∀´)σ Here's some MakeupOfTheDay
BIGBANG GLOWSTICK （人´∀`*） It's going to be in a different post lovelies!!
I hope you all will have a Happy Holiday & a very Merry Christmas!! ♥ ♥ - And to all a goodnight♥
Hey guys. I'm sorry for not blogging about what I should - meaning I have 3 blogs I'm fairly done with but, just need to fill it out completely. But, lately I've been feeling really down. I thought school would have been good for me; which it is, don't get it all wrong (which you probably won't). I do enjoy the school but, I find it somewhat difficult to focus, the Danish is hard, so many words I feel like I'm already falling back even though I' ve only attended 1 session of each. Today my History EXOOOOO class was canceled and tomorrow I have a long day till 7PM (from 8AM-7PM) and yesterday I had classes from 8AM-8:50PM I ended up home at around 10:30PM.
I'm starting to show signs of depression, it's weird for me. I've had depression before but, I never thought I would get again and defiantly not over something as pity as this. But, my doctor is warning me about it, but it's sort of a winter depression though in a totally different manner. I talked to her about it and what might be the causes but, in the end it's all rooted in, here. As in where I am. Denmark. I just can't adjust to the idea of being here, not anymore. For me it's just not home. I might have had hard times in Thailand, whenever which ever I go there, of course there would be its problems but, that's what it is. But, Denmark just isn't a part of me, as I thought, yes I may be 50% Danish, but, I can't embrace that anymore it's like it got killed. Not literally, of course it can't be killed, since it's a part of my being, my flesh and DNA but, as much as it is apart of me; just as much I hate it. I've had identity crisis for some years now so I guess being in the country of my home being, Thailand, it caused a riot within me seeing how it wouldn't last, not for as long as I wanted. My doctor says it is a uncommon thing for her to hear about and she can't relate to it.
I don't expect any to do so. It's just how I am feeling being a mixed race of 2 vividly different cultures and people living in them.
I was going to blog about my August Beauty haul (<- link to the YT video), but, as I feel and am right now it just seems like it won't be that possible to do. I did make a video (vlog-ish) of it, where I'm more of a blinded deer and not really sure what I'm saying, derping and even doing with the beauty products.
I'll update soon, as soon as I can. Wait for me okay?
