Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Dancing, Planning, Practice - Practice&Practice!

Yeah, so I've being practice (only for an hour sadly though D: ) Abracadabra dance, Abracadabra by Brown Eyed Girls. It's really sexy and hot! I love it, even though it doesn't sound like me to say that about such a song, since it's electro/dance type of music, I just love it. (This is the stage ver, where they only dance) It's awesome! God, Narsha is just darm sexy and badass! I wish I had her body! She's just stunning! (My opinion :D)

But, I have a long list of dances I want to learn;
Replay by SHINee
Lucifer by SHINee (Learned like the first 30 secs, I'm so proud 8D In one hour!)
Abracadabra (ofc) by Brown Eyed Girls
Wedding Dress by Taeyang
Breathe&Heartbreaker by G-Dragon

They are mainly the ones I wanna work on before this year ends :D I just love them ~

I've being planning this year as much as possible, what I've planned so far is mostly goals of my own and other stuff as well like traveling and such :D Also being planning a little for next year!

First of all, I have to learn Abracadabra and Lucifer (Whole freaking shit! May contain flaws ofc -w- ~) before the New Year, I've promised myself that.
2# Learn to play the guitar proper!
3# Start on vocal lessons and singing
4# Workout twice a day, the morning and in the "evening"
5# Remember to take care of my skin and my body!
6# Diet, diet like crazy!
7# Get over my fobia towards feminine clothes, like dress fx.
8# Save up money to go to Thailand and London in the summer vacation.
9# Stay away from sugary stuff; Candy (I don't even eat it lol), junk food (I hate it :D), cake (I almost never eat it anyway) and ect!.
10# Start to take dance lessons when the New Year starts, like pro lessons, lol.
11# Work on being just a little feminine looking and feel comfortable while doing so
12# Act and practice like life depended on it!

And lots more I don't feel like mentioning right now xD

Dance references links:

Wedding Dress:

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Hey! You might not know but, I've had a .. maybe difficult life since I was 11 because of the classic "DIVORCE" and sooooooo on. I'm not going to throw my life history right in ya face but, I lost my grandfather last year or rather this summer and so, there have of course being a trail. A really annoying one about his will and all his money.

I just received the papers on the FINAL word of it all, finally that is a chapter I can close on but, I'M VERY DISAPPOINTED. My hmm, what to call her. My fathers sister, bleh.
Have on some weirdo way gotten almost all of the money "5/8" the money split in 8 she gets over half of it?! Omg what the hell? I got my father's share since I'm an only child and he died 2 years ago, I'm just entitled to it, I have a half brother but, either they couldn't find him or he just said no to the money and no relations with my "fathers" family & I understand why! If I ever met him, I would say he really should be thankful for not getting involved with them, those ungrateful greedy people! I hate them! They even threw one of their sisters out of their family because she wanted to marry a Swedish man (she lives in Sweden now, happy I hope) But, she gets just as much as me and her sons get even less because they have to split between them .. Ugh. Britta is her name, the one greedy bitch. I'm not like; "I didn't get enough ARGH!!!!!" but, it just really annoys me to see that she has gotten so much because she somehow have tricked my grandfather into giving her as much as possible in his will, my father told me before he died, that she did EVERYTHING. Like my grandfather would always send me 5-1000 kr. for Christmas and when I had my birthday, but when he began to become ill she started to all those stuff for him. I didn't get a letter with money no more, just the letter itself, it pissed my father off when he called to say Merry Christmas with my mother and me and I mentioned the letter, Gramps said, "Did you spend the money on something good?" I wondered what he meant, because I only got a LETTER - not any money. My father got mad after talking to Gramps and then with his sister Britta. He cut all talking to her after that. I got letters for about 2 years then my father died and I had to move, I didn't get anymore letters even though he knew where I had moved to. Because Britta made sure that I never got the money & I could never call him because we had lost the number to his house when my father died. And then at the ending of my boarding school year last year I got a phone call from my uncle, Britta's husband. - Wait, huh. Where did they have my number from HUH? - He told me Gramps had died 2 days ago. Great.

It really is just some shitty shit. All this dieing and wills as well as greed. Everyone is so greedy. Money is not everything! We should be a happy family but, NOOOOOO. My fathers family just happens to be all too greedy and disgusting. I'm sorry for my father, to grow up with them, losing his mother 2 years before I got born, losing his real father when he was 7 and losing his brother at sea when he was 12. I'm really sorry but, he turned out to be a strong man, a man I called my father. A really really strong and kind, loving Father. I miss him.

- Haku//  

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Haku or Weiiss?

Well, I've being called Haku for almost 3 years now. It's amazing how a name just can grow on you like that, even though my real still lurks around in my older friends from "middle" school, I go by Haku by in general - Just all. But, from time to time I've being called Agito or MJ, stuff like that or Cat a classic in nicknames!

Ever since I joined the lovely site Asian Fanfic' I chose to have another, a "different" username than "Haku" and fell over the beer, Weiss. Hello new nickname! In the so called Tbox in the forum or site I go by Weiss and the account is Weiiss. I've taken a great liking to the name! I like it! Even though it's German, I've had German for some years now, just not this year and not thinking about getting it again in the future. EVER.

But, I'll still be everyone's Haku! And the lovely people on aff's Weiss, that's the way it should be ;D And in the future maybe I'll reveal my real name to you all? .. Nah, never! Ha!

- Haku.