Sunday, December 11, 2011


So the last of the 2011 Birthdays have been celebrated! My good friend Kenta (Ken-chan) Had his 21st Birthday on the 1st of December, it was a pretty interesting event. 

I was with him on the day when it was midnight and yeah I gave him my present - I had tried all day to find a t-shirt saying "I'm not drunk - .. but, I'm working on it!" Because he had shown me a picture of one he found in MBK and he regret not buying it and I thought, it might be easy to find! Printed text on t-shirts are so common here! 

.. I was VERY wrong. But, nevermind I found a pretty cool t-shirt with a beer on it. He was happylooking when he opened it so I hope he really did like it, hah .. Or else he can give it to me, I have other people to gift! 

But, discovered an interesting fact that turning 21 for Japanese is as meaningless as adding more sushi to a plate of sushi if you're already full. been eating sushi/salad for the past week  So nothing seemed to happen! AT ALL! And even though I don't celebrate my own birthday it seemed kinda.. sad. Like he had just been sleeping most of the day, eaten in his room, no one had gone and wished him Happy Birthday, even the staff had forgotten his Birthday .__. What is life.

So at like 7PM or so me and my friend Cannus (American! And Chinese) went to Central and I looked through alot of Swensens, I'm surprised they have more than 3 in 1 building e_e but, nevertheless I finally found the perfect cake! - Cookie's n Cream w/oreo's and cherries! Some EVERYONE would like right? They just only had the big ones to 750B - which is more than 150kr. In my opinion that's a fucking lot for a cake. But, it was in Ice cream cake, which made it all the more awesome? But, I DID BUY IT.

I burned my fingers doing this haha. And I had to light the candles because Tomoki is a panda.
He looks really happy right? .. Ahh, it makes me smile. But, not just the cake! Me and Cannus talked her roommate, Minami(!<3) into getting all the Japanese together to wish him congratulation and of course we needed people to eat the bloody cake. Also one of my other American friends (He's Cambodian tho') Peter joined in on the cake eating! It was a nice night, and I'm glad he had a good Birthday :'3 /le sobs.


"Men in Black" - Minami's words. God we laughed at them so hard.
Everyone gave this guy Soy Milk as present!
I feel like he liked them more than my gift ; w ;
- But, hey i also gave him a Soy Milk.

Kenta has a unhealthy relationship to Soy Milk. It's like his fetish - his words not mine! I SWEAR.

But, moving on. Today - or wait, I would like to say, I've been like shopping for presents and such it feels weird not buying anything for myself, not that I'm super needy and shit but, being here I mainly spend for myself or spend loads of money on cake for other people wtf since well.. things are cheap and awesome here. But, YES yesterday I went to Centralworld in Siam, had sushi in Kobeko, since I can't eat hot meals we thought this or salad. So that. We went to Uniqlo - Brand new! Just opened last November in Bangkok, I've only heard about it, but now I'm like sucked into the winter collection! I have an unhealthy urge for knit when I'm Thailand. But, I only bought one thing.. because the whole fucking center have sale!!

Went to Forever21 and they ALSO had a pretty large sale! But, since it was my first time ever to be in a Forever21 store I was like wandering around for hours (not hours but, felt like it) and another great thing! I get 10% discount on shit in there because I'm a Thai student! Hell yeah! Life is good.

Actually we also stopped by Top Shop - never heard about it before myself, but it's some American brand? Cannus was like - we should check it out! I liked their shoes and stockings and like socks. I was sooooo close to buy over knee socks for like 234B they were amazing! So cute and soft. Fucking regret not to buy, grrrr! Even wanted them in beige and I like never buy colors. But, nothing got purchased in that shop!

found a shop called FOX and holy- their Winter collection is so /drool - I love it, but, also it's expensive of course, even with being on sale, since Winter clothes are funnily enough in this case, motherf'ing expensive. But, bought some socks - I like socks - knee high in light grey for 130B so I can manage, so soft.

BUT TODAY. YES TODAY - Or later at 5PM I'm going to meetup with a group of friends - Cannus and Minami set it up, so "all" of the Japanese are going as well, and so am I. We're going to Centara to get drinks and enjoy a freak BEAUTIFUL view on Red Sky. It's bar, but, it's really nice! I went there yesterday with Cannus just to check it out and like take a picture to prove we're fucking awesome and so high class we always go to places like that. MHAHAH. But, it's expensive ;^; I wanted the cheapest thing but, that was all soft drinks! And still 130B for a coke + 10% service charge .__. erm, I'll rather get the juice but to 150B >> .. But, it was on Cannus cause I told her I didn't have anymore cash on me so yay minor gets treated! ~ And anyway I'm not allowed to drink till the 25th due to the dyspepsia but, today is the last day of cold food~ TOMORROW I CAN EAT!

Just to show you how it looks like here's the link to their website.
Outside 1st level. - Part of the restaurant
Inside - Restaurant. They have amazing decoration!
They have giant feathers and gems hanging from the ceiling *-*
They have a live band&Singer on the top! Normally it's a Thai lady (foxy one!). 2nd level - Thé Bar.
But, need to get going and find out what to wear.. I don't have any clothes for going out and like half of my clothes are dirty and needs laundry e_e perfect timing ugh. shopping again with Cannus later oh god, hahah!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Time is becoming in relevant

I feel so bad about the earlier post about the dance video, putting life into my Youtube account and all that happy stuff! Been difficult lately, 2 weeks of school, or not so much school but, struggling with weird things ever since I came back to Bangkok after the flood. A lot of things happened, not just being glad getting back into school, but really crappy things which always happens .. tend to happen. 

I'll break it into short pieces since I really wont be motivated to keep my blog alive at the moment since I have my final tomorrow (Still have final papers, but it's like my only actual - test examination)

  • My closest friend Rassamee had to leave the Thai studies program at my Uni and go back to the US the Sunday (I arrived in BKK Friday) 5AM in the morning, was with her all weekend, escorted her to the Airport at crap at night - Fucking saddest moment to start off my return to normal life. I miss her so much, she was such an important person to me, not that other people aren't important. but really it was just different. What can I say, we just really had a good connection and understanding of each others life.
  •  School/Makeup classes: had ridiculously long hours per class, the first week, I have no idea what happened but, after makeup classes during the weekend and like not mention 9AM-4PM hours long classes, the weekend all of sudden turned to school days and 5 days of what would have been my typical normal week of class and school I had the entire week off, and had my last classes Saturday and Sunday, really fucked me up. 
  • Eating: for the last 2 weeks I have barely eaten ANYTHING. After having a food poisoning at my families in Pattaya, my appetite just disappeared like, almost instantly, hardly had more than some jelly to eat cause it almost would feel uncomfortable, almost sicking .. more on that in the other part.
  • Throwing up - kinda talks for itself, it's not like I didn't try to eat, trust me. OH GOD MY SOM TAM GAWD Y U NO STAY IN ME
  •   Black outs, fainting, dizziness the list of this is endless, but I ended up with severe pains in my upper part of my abdominal upper body blah blah, and well got admitted to the hospital after hours of painful screaming, and feeling like my ribcage was going to tear me apart and that I was going to throw up a bucket of stomach acid. I got blood sample taken, an xray, request on a urine sample and more touching/pressing on my stomach which was like fucking excruciating worst pain I've ever felt in my entire life as if skin and whatnot was going to rip and burst from my body. After that shit, tears, and all of that finally I got a giant dose of morphine (some painkiller or whatever can't remember how to spell it) and everything was soft, panda's everywhere and flimmery stars, not to mention I felt numb and no pain, such a heavenly state. 
  • Last thing.. My last final is tomorrow (Friday 9th, 13:00 - 16:00) then semester is over and I have holidays, like really officially, and then on the 15th is the deadline for mostly all final paper/take home exams and I'm wrapping it all up in the weekend, cause I'm going to Malaysia on the 18th! To meet my "sister" online support there and stay with her and her family for almost a week, it is truly a high light of my dim lighted mind as I write this. 
Thanks guys, for whoever took time to read it, I had a Give away planned in favor of the holidays Christmas and New Years I'm not sure if it's going to be set to life but, it's still just a small one since I'm just a poor student who had to pour out 5000B for medical bill and medicine. Hahhh.. 

Stay safe and be careful na! 

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Shake em

Okay! So no food pron yet! Sorry to let your lustful eyes down!

But, yeah half of the day I didn't wear contacts due to the eye infection, also last night as well, so I gave it a try since we; aunt, bro-in-lauw and sis thought it looked kinda recovered, and vupti what'dda ya know~

It worked!

But, nevertheless, I'm super pumped due to to B2ST!

B2ST is the BEST

Haha, I'm no B2uty but, I really like them, and they got those 'beasty' dance moves!

And it really just gets me pumped for dancing! Totally playing that video right now!

"This is the best time to fly"

Haha, Yoseob with blonde hair, I really never knew when that era was from, but my Tumblr dash have had him pop up here and there so now I finally figured it out! So yeah, onto the rest. /cough.
I do like to dance, A LOT. I do kpop dances, also known as kpop dance covers and whatnot, but I've never posted them since I'm a perfectionist about what I do unless it's freestyle then I just shake it out for as long as the music play - and it's not sobby slow shitting music for making out in movies, ugh.

I like em beats fast! ~

So tomorrow I'll see if I can post a "preview" of upcoming dance covers that are going to be let out on YouTube in the world!! It will be just the moves I already know, since practice all of the dances right now would be suicide (not really), and not to mention just plain slobby of me to do so, so no. I will do good covers (as in of course I am no pro, and have not really taken any "professional" dance lessons whatsoever) since I do respect these artists for their hard work, talents and not to mention skillz!

~Video/dances that will be included~

Beautiful - B2ST

Lucifer - SHINee (FOR NANI)
looks a wild mushroom appeared!

Banana - G.NA
-no gifs either or it would just be her boobs OTL-

A - Rainbow

Bo Beep Bo Beep Bo - T-ara
-no gifs-

Breathe - Miss A (FOR NANI AS WELL)

The Boys - SNSD

I should add some more like;

Hello - SHINee
Oh Yeah - MBLAQ
Hot Summer - f(x)
Bubble Pop! - Hyuna

Cuz I know the moves for them already.. maybe Hot Summer will be there as well!

Stay turned for more ;3

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Im just a mess

an update on my life... Bangkok flood is really bad.

Let me show you pictures of the flooding in my area, which is where the biggest hospital is located, Siriraj is located. It's important and loads of people gets treated daily, and some of the worst traffic cases are located and 'that' area other than Siam of course.

Yesterday, when we decided to fled Bangkok.
Just low water, "just" up to our knees..
On the lower level of the street.
People getting evacuated in our area
People panic parking on the express way. fakking idiots 
Our awesome ride to the bus station so we could GET THE FUCK OUT

We have more pictures, the ride to here - Khon Kaen, took more than 10 hours due to flooding in areas all around us, so we had a long ride.. not to mention worrying about the rest of the people at Amarin, since the water level is rising, getting more serious and not to mention really dangerous.

It's going to go up to 2.6 meters by today .. In just my area, and it's expanding at rapid speed since the barriers around Ayuthattaya have broken and water is heading fast towards Bangkok, central plain..
My uni have postponed classes, any school resuming will first happen on the 15th. Our finals are on the 28th. Our BAS (British, American Studies) have been canceled till the 28th, since their American teacher just left Thailand 2 weeks ago and wont be back until then. Thammasat is really bad at giving us proper information about the dangerous situation, as much as I've loved it here, I would defiantly not recommend going during rain season at least, and maybe not pick Thammasat as your exchange program.

Thank you for reading this, I'll update with more info, about my life on everything and try and find better pictures.

lol, for once I'm on them for like, real.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Leaving Pattaya soon after a family visit, to see my new baby niece! She is SO adorable. And it's rare for me to say that, since I get the big case of creeps when I see kids, and most of the time.. - they annoy me.

- Yes. I'll be a brilliant mother someday! I can't imagine me even getting married, since who the hell would marry me 555. 

I've been here since Friday (the 8th Oct), arrived around 8PM, I was really toasted, but they prepared me yummy food - a lot of food, but it was all spicy so NOMNOM for me! 

Been trying to get back into a workout cycle, it's going fine, it's a bit lose not so effective and mainly just sets of 10's on different areas a few times a day: 3-4 times, since it's such small sets. I'm going to start and only eat healthy food, try not to drink a little as possible, as little as possible. and exercise at least 1 hour day: or a minimum of 30 mins - minimum. But, all is well and I feel much better when I do it, so I'll totally not refrain from doing so! Hahaha! Going to miss the relaxing atmosphere, 100s of channels, also all the spicy food, and coconut yogurt - My new love<3.

btw, been a real nerd, and no lifer by learning a coin trick/move, the one you always see pro poker gamers do with their chips.. HELL YEAH I CAN DO THAT NOW. I can star in James Bond now with my new amazing'ly awesome move. MHAHAHA.

But, I am VERY EXCITED & nervous - My photoshoot is tomorrow evening, my throat closes up on me in all due tension in my muscles and body, so nervous, but also I have giant butterflies in my stomach! I cannot wait, just looking in the mirror thinking about the shoot makes me smile so big, I find myself even more stupid looking than usual. AHAHAHA, but also, I'm just hoping it'll turn out good, I'll enjoy myself and have a great time. Yes, for sure.

Wish me lucky babies! I'll update with pictures soon. I HOPE GOD DAMMIT.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Photobucket is a !"#¤&/11

As there have gone some time, being pretty busy with mid terms and trying to conclude on a proper diet plan along with a daily workout so I could get ready for various things getting freaking foxy would be 1 one of them for sure. But, preparing I've been trying out a 7day package from LUSH MORE - facial masks, and they are fab! Still need to try out the last one, which is a 3D (wth) mask, that works on your neck as well. I'm quiet excited to try it out~ Hope it works!

Trying to work out a solution for my pictures, sometimes often I find blogs with text only sad sometimes, since it can feel like something sterile and hospital clean kinda.. just doesn't make me motivated to comment or read too much, of  course it can waver - I know I sometimes do it, but some post just doesn't have it in them for pictures, but come on, it's not your complete blog! And I like to spam you with pictures. DUH

Just on the first day lol

Just moving in, it's a lot more messy now, haha

Encouraging myself for midterms lol "tough face"

Can I be pissed at blogger? It wont upload my pictures, no matter what size I put them in, no matter what. I will go berserk soon!.. Ok these are the pictures you guys are gonna get -___-;;

Outfits through the week - right hand side used for going to OverStay
Broke my kickass cool nails, normally I don't care but, it hurt just a bit since it was ON the finger and I had to rip it OFF in the end, bleeding a lot and not to mention it was a bit disgusting. HAHA

Just before the midterms started we went to a night club called "OverStay" it's nothing great and kinda reminds me of a drug room of some sort, due to having a upper floor for that exact purpose. It was their 3rd anniversary so Ayaha, the only one who had been there before, suggested it would be a good idea to go and not think about midterms - so yeah me and Haruka went along of course, since I didn't really have been doing anything but, study for 3 days. Oh good grief. Turned out be a shitty event and we left after 30 minutes, since the DJ just to put it nicely - bad as shit.

A lot of other things happened, I got an infection in my eye, had to go to an eye clinic to get it checked got medicine and WOAH - 2 days later it was gone~ Like magic I tell ya! But, also had food poison a bit, and Haruka and Kizuku left town for a trip with their Thai friends - or technically it was an open invitation but, I just didn't feel that great as you might be able to tell .. ANYHOW:

Since I really have issues about being sick and weak I felt like I wanted T closer, and since I have a hard time just talking to Shin and Minami, and I really don't know Misato at all and I didn't think Ayaha was there and I just really wanted to see T since I had been afraid of him and just running away whenever I spotted him from afar for almost 10 days.. But, I really have this feeling he doesn't like me at all or anymore.. I dunno he probably thinks I'm just a stupid kid and if he did 'anything' to me he would be a lolicon, 2944joirjfts - I got him down into my room, not that anything happened at all, but just having him sleep next to me was more than I could ask for<3 And of course I couldn't resist a kiss or 2. 

The day after that night I had a appointment to met with Minami to go to the JJ market: The biggest weekend market in ASIA. Hell yeah. At 9:30AM .. I woke up at 9:15AM holy fuck I actually managed to get down there before her, yes yes, I'm that awesome. And I looked like a jetlagged piece of sh*T. It was really fun, I hope she got to know me better and 'like' me more, I really appreciate that Minami wants to know me better as a friend, but I still sometimes feel awkward about being alone with her, since so many of the foreign students just ignore me, whenever I talk and it bugs me rather hurts. Monday was the day for fitness! I took Haruka and Minami, upon request ~ of course, and hell it was awesome! 2 hours, dude I worked so hard on my inner thighs I can't stretch probably in that area. holy shit I tell ya! But me and Haruka sweated out a few calories in the steam bath and sauna afterwards and Minami took a few more rounds on her butt ;3 ~ But overall it was really fun!

Later that day - Monday the 3rd Oct - I was invited for Nathan's BD dinner, yet another buffet. God my stomach. Did I mention I went to celebrate end of midterm with a giant Shabu Shabu and sushi buffet with Kizuku, Ken& Haruka. OH LORD WE ATE - THEY ATE SO MUCH. OMG. After dinner there was the Birthday Cake eating at Rassamee's place, chocolate cake, I threw up so much after eating that, tasted so bad of plastic I ugh ugh ugh, but that was so much fun..

And that wraps up most of my lost time of blog'ing. But of course there's more let's just not get into it too much now! Bye lads, and ladies <3

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Today I didn't feel so good about, or rather being around other people in school and sitting for 3 hours for a lecture - felt like something I felt like doing in my emotional state. pish. So I just stayed in my apartment, cleaned and stuff, wrote with people on FB and stuff. wasting time till Haruka left for Ethnic Class at 11AM - She wanted to do some pre-study. Oh Japanese haha.

Late night, last night;

 My lovely dinner; rice with chilli sauce. HA

Yesterdays outfit! - NOT HAIR NOT THE HAIR FOR dfhjxkvxc!
 But, I had promised to go around to look for a place to make a spare key, so we could have one each ~ So of course got dressed.. even though I really didn't feel like going outside at all, but I promised. PROMISE IS A PROMISE. After walking around a bit, looking like an idiot, with frizzy curly hair, I got frustrated seeing how the guy just was gone from he normally was and I couldn't find anywhere else, so I found this little out-in-an-alley hair dresser; a nice sleeping old lady. She of course woke up as I opened walked in though the open door and she washed my hair, gave me a hair treatment annnnnnnnnd blew it straight and gave me a heat treatment as well ~ so kind! And talkative. 

Just 60 baht. 60 baht. That's cheap!
Then I changed my comfy tshirt into:
Todays outfit. Me and my crazy layers.
 Shirt-set: Bought on the street in Pin Klao for 80 baht.
Pants: Given by ex-roomie from DK - She's a bitch btw.

.. Maybe.

Almost Straight hair!! ; w ;

I was dancing around so it got kinda hot


For you guys<3 lol, so dirty.
 Yes, before it rained. I just made it inside, changed my clothes shirt, turned on my iron straightener for my fringe of course. It comes with a cost when you have DEMON CURLS. And then; A lot of wind like just blew in my room and it was SO NICE, I walked out on the balcony, took pictures and enjoyed the nice cooling service~ and then rained just fell like waterwall in my face down. UGH TT__TT So in the "cold" weather I made something I always do when it's "COLD" or rainy.

I'm crazy. Why?

200 degree hot water in my coco! In 30 degrees. HA

Pretty much what I used my afternoon on. Chatting

 The rain was still dripping but, we had plans to go for Khao San Rd. for dinner! At Shoshannan.. something. I can't remember, just that it reminds me of a shoe. But, the food was good! Then after, some of them got dessert, our group wanted to play pool snooker, and drink beer. So we went to 711, got beer and found the Pool Club - Sounds so wrong haha! But, it was pretty cozy, and there were a group of 'hippie' like Japanese people hooking on 1 of the pool tables but, it was okay - I didn't play~~ Uneven number for the win. 5 ppl.

I wanted Kebab.. they didn't have TT TT

My food~ Sharwama w/ salad~

Kizuku'a food! ... a food pancake, I think.


I just love this picture. And the guy (Dominic) studies in Aarhus! Epic much.

Rest of the group.

The one in a blue shirt, studies in Copenhagen! She's just not Danish.. wth


Winner team!

Blue BB<3

I should study.. and eat healthy! ARGH. Tomorrow there's a 2 hour, alll you can drink at NARZ, some bar or something, and lot of us are going. But, I shouldn't you know, due to studies and upcoming photoshoot, the weight. UGH. and so many other things! I tend to be more talkative in Japanese when drinking as well as approaching T-chan when being drinking a bit more. Hell I tell ya ,. HELL.

Going to bed ya'll it's 02:32AM right now. Time sure flies by. DARM ~~

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Hair-li-cious unseen spoof!

So a special treat for my readers, is letting you see the transformation of my hair! Even facebook doesn't know, see  that is an accomplishment. Right there. //Tabs shoulder like a boss.
The last post I did was pretty messy not to mention the setting was pretty weird, but since I made it super kicking awesome in word I forgot how much of a diva Word is and it totally kicked my face when I copied the shit text onto blog.. UGH. But, I have better time now to do it so, hurray! //blogging happy style~~

If someone you were unaware of a certain fact - about my hair; Well my mom have been paying me to grow it out for a while now, in a few months it would be a year. So yeah, it grows fast, in a way it feels slow but, it grows fast. I see the change for sure from my short boyish cut to this doll like-shit-looking style it has become, seeing how it's all curls and .. "semi-long hair" using the term from the salon. ORLY. - History told short; I used to have KICKASS LOOOOOOOOOONG TO MY BUTT, hair all these adorable, eatable, yummy (for some - like not me) princess curls. For like ever. Then a mysterious night in Thailand, 14y.o getting sick of my long hair, my tomboyish side was like 99.9999999999999999% all over so. -SNAP- Gone it was~ Over 1m(eter) of hair on the floor, and sexy tomboy Haku was born! MHAHAHAHHAHAAHH. 

-Something like that. lol


... - no comment.
"Hey, I look like an alien o3o"
Creepy face had to get censored. 

I got my visa b*tch~
Actually I liked the cut much better when it was styled by the girl, but yeah my hair of course has it's own way of thinking =_= so yeah. What do you think? Suits me or not? :3 ~ And don't mention I look more feminine it's the hairstyle's fault.

Extra pic!