Hanami in Copenhagen 2013 ✿.｡.:*

 What's up my swagalicious readers! Haha, don't mind my typing in the following post, I'm in a funny mood (Not blazing js.) Alert; a bit heavy loaded on pictures in this blog post. ♥

So in April I got around Copenhagen quiet a lot, 1st time was for Brammer's Birthday (lovely guy in the navy blue leopard print shirt & cool shades) we be duh 94-liners babay ; u ; / the weekend after that I went with Brammer and our friends for Hanami, a Sakura festival in Copenhagen by Langelinje don't even know if I'm spelling it right OTL it was a weekend event to celebrate the Cherry Blossoms Sakura to actually blossom for Spring, which they sadly didn't really do this time around (though on sunday I saw ONE flower bud that had blossomed and it looked really beautiful yet lonely) 

Celia (my twinnie) had arranged a picnic on Saturday, I didn't really had the material to cook duh spicy Thai foods nor did I have time to bring any with me on the Friday before hand (went early then party later at night) so I bought mochi, 6 packs! Red bean, Green Tea & Taro mochi, I'll believe they all loved it. LOVED IT OK

We were doing Gwiyomi/Kiyomi/whutever .. cough

© - A. Brammer (FB)

Andi, Brammer's lover boy, took a pretty cool picture of me then Brammer took a cooler one after this, where I was smoking but, I believe I'll keep that to myself haha.. (I don't promote smoking, staph that I'm stepping down so I can quit asap.) But, deng that cap tho, Lucas really needs to just give it to me.

"Cock block"

 Tea was there only for one day, sadly, but I'm glad I got to see her regardless, her company is always loved by me ♥ Wish my camera didn't die on me so I could have gotten more pictures of her .. /duhsadface

© - tseyank.blogspot.dk ♥

© - tseyank.blogspot.dk ♥

 The weather wasn't that warm at all, I really regret not bringing long pants and more shirts with me for the picnic and the day after that, terrible idea, what was I even thinking, it's Denmark; forever too cold for me to live outdoors <- true story. Celia and Trini dressed up in their lovely Yukata's so envious of their cuteness, can just feel the kawaii-diabetic attacks in my eyes from looking at them, geeeeeeee-sus.

Just lol. HAHAHAHA

Group picture! - smh

 Made the best video of this moment of Andi eating cake, which was deliciously provided by our Luffy-lookalike-Nicklas. Deng that moment was funny. A moment where you should have been there, but a 1080 HD video is close enough. 

See you next time ♥♥

xoxo Haku

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Hey guys. I'm sorry for not blogging about what I should - meaning I have 3 blogs I'm fairly done with but, just need to fill it out completely. But, lately I've been feeling really down. I thought school would have been good for me; which it is, don't get it all wrong (which you probably won't). I do enjoy the school but, I find it somewhat difficult to focus, the Danish is hard, so many words I feel like I'm already falling back even though I' ve only attended 1 session of each. Today my History EXOOOOO class was canceled and tomorrow I have a long day till 7PM (from 8AM-7PM) and yesterday I had classes from 8AM-8:50PM I ended up home at around 10:30PM.

I'm starting to show signs of depression, it's weird for me. I've had depression before but, I never thought I would get again and defiantly not over something as pity as this. But, my doctor is warning me about it, but it's sort of a winter depression though in a totally different manner. I talked to her about it and what might be the causes but, in the end it's all rooted in, here. As in where I am. Denmark. I just can't adjust to the idea of being here, not anymore. For me it's just not home. I might have had hard times in Thailand, whenever which ever I go there, of course there would be its problems but, that's what it is. But, Denmark just isn't a part of me, as I thought, yes I may be 50% Danish, but, I can't embrace that anymore it's like it got killed. 

Not literally, of course it can't be killed, since it's a part of my being, my flesh and DNA but, as much as it is apart of me; just as much I hate it. I've had identity crisis for some years now so I guess being in the country of my home being, Thailand, it caused a riot within me seeing how it wouldn't last, not for as long as I wanted. My doctor says it is a uncommon thing for her to hear about and she can't relate to it.

I don't expect any to do so. It's just how I am feeling being a mixed race of 2 vividly different cultures and people living in them.

I was going to blog about my August Beauty haul (<- link to the YT video), but, as I feel and am right now it just seems like it won't be that possible to do. I did make a video (vlog-ish) of it, where I'm more of a blinded deer and not really sure what I'm saying, derping and even doing with the beauty products.

I'll update soon, as soon as I can. Wait for me okay?

Thanks for reading<3

NEW BLOGGER LAYOUT OMO

Isn't it much nicer than the whole black never got anything done .. by me. Lazy bum so to say hahaha, but ANYWAYS - I really like the out come even though it's not as summer-ish as I wanted it to be nor was it what I actually had in mind .. but, finished out come is the finished out! C:

Other than just a new heads up on my new layout and ya'll ~ I had purchased a new laptop which is soooooooooo ......... - UNF, it is built with beats audio it's so sexy <3

Sadly since all of my pictures are still on my useless (apart from CS4 ok) old laptop that had to suicide and kill of it's useful points it's taking forever to transfer all of the files and etc on a 2GB card.. can take a while.

Since there's not much to show I'll just show my most recent food porn

working working ~ fufufu

Road trip with my mom to Odense + Middlefart due to doctors appointment going again next week /sob sob./

My 'back yard' ya'll, super chilling-hada. Tho' ended up with real bad allergy attack so ran in doors and cried /sobs./

I'll come with another post soon!

Take care my lovely clan members, tihi<3