Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas everyone!

Hope you have been spending it with lots of kickin' it back and just chilling with your fams or loved ones ♪(´∪`●) Mine already kinda "ended"- pretty quickly but, we don't really celebrate it after all and we don't even spend time together me and my mom so it's more of a sad plus filled with heavy tension for both of us..

I find it tough for sure.

But, now now, I shouldn't get into too personal stuff, it would just be sad for all of us!

Funny how I didn't get to eat anything today, until the actual dinner, le Christmas Dinner☆

Which we had super early!! At like 4PM! Nevertheless as fatty as the food was I can tell it was DELICIOUS. Until you had your 2nd round and you just couldn't store it all and eventually felt like a pregnant woman must feel on her 9th month when the belly is so big you can't even see the telly screen. see what I did there? LOL OTL

I'm starting to follow up more on vlogging and especially on vlogmas is like so funny to make but yet so hard, cause I always feel like I record at a great hour and then I notice on the video footage that at least 50% of the light is just getting darker and darker because of the sun setting so fast and maybe also because there's barely any light during the day time around /le sigh But, it's coming along nicely!

My 1st Christmas vlog(mas) I finally got up, pretty late but hey, time is time ヾ(｡`ε´｡)ﾉ"

After arriving back home from Copenhagen -after coming back from UK: I had gotten a lot of mail! Gifts, Christmas cards and letters! It was such a joyful sight! Also a package from Nic that managed to arrive 1 day earlier my departure day to UK (BangBangSheShoots - blogger ღ) with my first Diamond Lash lashes!! Sweet Eye lower lashes, they are so cute loving them! But still having my heart set on Dolly Wink lower lashes right now. I feel like these are ..too Gyaru-ish for my makeup and overall look. Not that Gyaru is bad but, darm I'm bad with pulling off styles! 

Cute little card + oil removing sheets, totally saving them for when I go to Thailand this summer!

The glorious mail that awaited me when I finally got home after a 7-day long traveling around and about!

- From right to lift; Big yellow letter  Christmas present  ( from Misato ), Christmas cards from my lovely Japanese friend ( Ayaha ♥ ) && then QuestJen's giveaway package was there as well!! I first couldn't believe I won myself, not at all, I'm hosting a giveaway (which is ending in less than 12 hours!!) and I had at that pointed never won or entered a giveaway so to get to this point of actually winning something.. /feels

へ(゜∇、°)へ

Cute panda card♡♡

Christmas present won by Tea but, she gave it to me, total coincidence I got this book..lawl

♡

What she gave me, lol Pink socks with Panda's 555

Wonder what circle lenses I won?? TIHI NOT TELLING YET

Yesterday I managed to sleep almost all of day, but best thing was I actually made it in time for EatYourKimchi's live chat, I was really entertained by this (´∀｀*) I would love to hangout with these people in real life for sure, should have added a EYK t-shirt to my wishlist!! HAHA

Excuse my bare and tired face but, was getting ready for doing my vlogmas video and yeah, you are correct I am wearing a wig, I dunno why I keep wearing it for videos but, that's how it turned out so, yup yup, love it nevertheless ITS ADORABLE AND THEN WHEN I MISS MY BANGS I CAN JUST WEAR THIS

｀・∀・´)

So Christmas decorated our apartment is..

Of course the blizzard is camera shy and just does NOTHING when I try to catch it on film. brr

Camwhoring after editing the vlog..tihi so vain ey. 

Onto some pictures from Christmas Eve('s day? lol) !! My mom was very grumpy like a little Thai Grinch so I wasn't allowed to take that many pics.. mainly camwhored and took pics of the food that I could when she wasn't present in the kitchen Σ(￣皿￣;; No pics of my presents, they'll be in my 24th Dec Vlogmas video anyways!! I'll post that as well~ When it gets uploaded (σ `∀´)σ Here's some MakeupOfTheDay

BIGBANG GLOWSTICK （人´∀`*） It's going to be in a different post lovelies!!

I hope you all will have a Happy Holiday & a very Merry Christmas!! ♥ ♥
- And to all a goodnight♥

xxHaku

My 1st Giveaway!!★☆ CLOSED

Hello my lovely readers!

Today I'll be hosting my first giveaway ever! 

I'm very excited to see how it'll go so hopefully you guys will join in (´∪`●)

The steps to enter are simple, and you can enter more than 1 entry. 

The winner will be drawn by a random number either online or by a dice :B 

depends on the number of entries haha!

♥ ♥ The prizes are following♥ ♥ 

Here's the steps that you need to do (or want to do) for you to enter this Giveaway!

THIS GIVEAWAY IS CLOSED
YOU CAN NO LONGER ENTER 

a Rafflecopter giveaway

Hope you'll all join in (σ `∀´)σ And I say it once more, it's open Internationally by that I mean worldwide!!

Please leave a comment with:
Name
Email - for me to contact the winner
Which of the steps you have done
 (just mark like this:
tweet about giveaway: x
follow you on twitter: x and etc :'3 )

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

It's open till the 25th of December so have a Merry Christmas till then! (Omg so early to say that /shoots)

xoxo 

I'm the One you've been waiting for

Hello lovelies~ This is a very delayed post, but it's still relevant in a way (´∀｀*) 

Back in September my old phone just gave up in the end, so did I. It was a hassle to get the battery out of my phone and put it into my mother phone and then charge it through there..took it's time and it wasn't easy if I went to visit my friends, without my mom's phone to assist me, haha!  

It was in a pretty plain box, it's nothing like cute packaging for makeup or something for use :B why did I even expect something like that omg, OTL lol I bought it directly at the phone company so no shipping and all, we sorted it out pretty easily, though there was a lot of trouble with getting the insurance going on and having the wifi working on it. But, that also happened with the portable ("mobile") wireless ubs I bought from them as well.. grrr, Telia. ( -`д´-)9 **

Love the captivation that was on the protection cover on the phone, had to get a picture of it

I picked this phone for 2 reasons:

1. It was cheaper than an iPhone 4S + the camera actually works better. 
2. Beats Audio. I'm a sucker for it, even my laptop have Beats audio ｀・∀・´) kkkk

I've learned to love it nevertheless, even though a month after I bought it iPhone 5 was released but, I've read and heard from current iPhone 5 users that it ain't all the glory that Apple products have, so HTC I like you I really do!! Sometimes I should take better care of you. I've dropped this baby many times, late at night when coming home from school and I would be walking my very isolated and dead road home, I might have begun dancing somewhat too wildly and it would pop out my pocket and onto the road ( ﾟ∀。) 

But, with a smartphone, this would be my first I'll like to add there seems to be the fun with having something like apps  ヾ(＠† ▽ †＠）ノ The huge selection, even for android (used to have an iPod 3rd Gen, but it got stolen so I only know about the minor selection for iPod 3's) surprised me!! So manyyyyyy Σ(｡Д ｡ﾉ；)ﾉ

I got Instagram, WhatsApp, Viber, Kakaotalk, Pudding.to and KakaoStory I don't really understand how that one works haha - but, I also got some Apps for taking/editing pictures like; PuddingCamera, Sweet Camera and GirlsCamera. 

If you wanna follow me on Instagram my ID is: HurricaneHurr
I would love to have more people to follow, feel like my dash always dies  (╯_╰)

I POST LOTS OF FOOD NOMNOMNOMNOM ヽ(｀∇´)ノ All the food porn is mineeeeeeeeeeee

Ok, jk lots of selcas that never reaches beyond Tumblr and Instagram LOLOL

Short random post to fill in for my next BodyShop haul + giveaway post that comes up this weekend!! I hope some people will join in on it, it will be open internationally so everyone can defiantly have a shot!! Cause I don't have that many Danish readers hahahhahhahaha

I shall leave you all with this selca I never posted muhahaahha xx

120829

Hey guys. I'm sorry for not blogging about what I should - meaning I have 3 blogs I'm fairly done with but, just need to fill it out completely. But, lately I've been feeling really down. I thought school would have been good for me; which it is, don't get it all wrong (which you probably won't). I do enjoy the school but, I find it somewhat difficult to focus, the Danish is hard, so many words I feel like I'm already falling back even though I' ve only attended 1 session of each. Today my History EXOOOOO class was canceled and tomorrow I have a long day till 7PM (from 8AM-7PM) and yesterday I had classes from 8AM-8:50PM I ended up home at around 10:30PM.

I'm starting to show signs of depression, it's weird for me. I've had depression before but, I never thought I would get again and defiantly not over something as pity as this. But, my doctor is warning me about it, but it's sort of a winter depression though in a totally different manner. I talked to her about it and what might be the causes but, in the end it's all rooted in, here. As in where I am. Denmark. I just can't adjust to the idea of being here, not anymore. For me it's just not home. I might have had hard times in Thailand, whenever which ever I go there, of course there would be its problems but, that's what it is. But, Denmark just isn't a part of me, as I thought, yes I may be 50% Danish, but, I can't embrace that anymore it's like it got killed. 

Not literally, of course it can't be killed, since it's a part of my being, my flesh and DNA but, as much as it is apart of me; just as much I hate it. I've had identity crisis for some years now so I guess being in the country of my home being, Thailand, it caused a riot within me seeing how it wouldn't last, not for as long as I wanted. My doctor says it is a uncommon thing for her to hear about and she can't relate to it.

I don't expect any to do so. It's just how I am feeling being a mixed race of 2 vividly different cultures and people living in them.

I was going to blog about my August Beauty haul (<- link to the YT video), but, as I feel and am right now it just seems like it won't be that possible to do. I did make a video (vlog-ish) of it, where I'm more of a blinded deer and not really sure what I'm saying, derping and even doing with the beauty products.

I'll update soon, as soon as I can. Wait for me okay?

Thanks for reading<3