Today I didn't feel so good about, or rather being around other people in school and sitting for 3 hours for a lecture - felt like something I felt like doing in my emotional state. pish. So I just stayed in my apartment, cleaned and stuff, wrote with people on FB and stuff. wasting time till Haruka left for Ethnic Class at 11AM - She wanted to do some pre-study. Oh Japanese haha.

Late night, last night;

 My lovely dinner; rice with chilli sauce. HA

Yesterdays outfit! - NOT HAIR NOT THE HAIR FOR dfhjxkvxc!

 But, I had promised to go around to look for a place to make a spare key, so we could have one each ~ So of course got dressed.. even though I really didn't feel like going outside at all, but I promised. PROMISE IS A PROMISE. After walking around a bit, looking like an idiot, with frizzy curly hair, I got frustrated seeing how the guy just was gone from he normally was and I couldn't find anywhere else, so I found this little out-in-an-alley hair dresser; a nice sleeping old lady. She of course woke up as I opened walked in though the open door and she washed my hair, gave me a hair treatment annnnnnnnnd blew it straight and gave me a heat treatment as well ~ so kind! And talkative. 

Just 60 baht. 60 baht. That's cheap!

Then I changed my comfy tshirt into:

Todays outfit. Me and my crazy layers.

 Shirt-set: Bought on the street in Pin Klao for 80 baht.

Pants: Given by ex-roomie from DK - She's a bitch btw.

.. Maybe.

Almost Straight hair!! ; w ;

I was dancing around so it got kinda hot

RIGHT BEFORE THE RAIN

For you guys<3 lol, so dirty.

 Yes, before it rained. I just made it inside, changed my clothes shirt, turned on my iron straightener for my fringe of course. It comes with a cost when you have DEMON CURLS. And then; A lot of wind like just blew in my room and it was SO NICE, I walked out on the balcony, took pictures and enjoyed the nice cooling service~ and then rained just fell like waterwall in my face down. UGH TT__TT So in the "cold" weather I made something I always do when it's "COLD" or rainy.

I'm crazy. Why?

200 degree hot water in my coco! In 30 degrees. HA

Pretty much what I used my afternoon on. Chatting

 The rain was still dripping but, we had plans to go for Khao San Rd. for dinner! At Shoshannan.. something. I can't remember, just that it reminds me of a shoe. But, the food was good! Then after, some of them got dessert, our group wanted to play pool snooker, and drink beer. So we went to 711, got beer and found the Pool Club - Sounds so wrong haha! But, it was pretty cozy, and there were a group of 'hippie' like Japanese people hooking on 1 of the pool tables but, it was okay - I didn't play~~ Uneven number for the win. 5 ppl.

I wanted Kebab.. they didn't have TT TT

My food~ Sharwama w/ salad~

Kizuku'a food! ... a food pancake, I think.

KI-ZU-KU.

I just love this picture. And the guy (Dominic) studies in Aarhus! Epic much.

Rest of the group.

The one in a blue shirt, studies in Copenhagen! She's just not Danish.. wth

POOL

Winner team!

Blue BB<3

I should study.. and eat healthy! ARGH. Tomorrow there's a 2 hour, alll you can drink at NARZ, some bar or something, and lot of us are going. But, I shouldn't you know, due to studies and upcoming photoshoot, the weight. UGH. and so many other things! I tend to be more talkative in Japanese when drinking as well as approaching T-chan when being drinking a bit more. Hell I tell ya ,. HELL.

Going to bed ya'll it's 02:32AM right now. Time sure flies by. DARM ~~

Hair-li-cious unseen spoof!

So a special treat for my readers, is letting you see the transformation of my hair! Even facebook doesn't know, see  that is an accomplishment. Right there. //Tabs shoulder like a boss.

The last post I did was pretty messy not to mention the setting was pretty weird, but since I made it super kicking awesome in word I forgot how much of a diva Word is and it totally kicked my face when I copied the shit text onto blog.. UGH. But, I have better time now to do it so, hurray! //blogging happy style~~

If someone you were unaware of a certain fact - about my hair; Well my mom have been paying me to grow it out for a while now, in a few months it would be a year. So yeah, it grows fast, in a way it feels slow but, it grows fast. I see the change for sure from my short boyish cut to this doll like-shit-looking style it has become, seeing how it's all curls and .. "semi-long hair" using the term from the salon. ORLY. - History told short; I used to have KICKASS LOOOOOOOOOONG TO MY BUTT, hair all these adorable, eatable, yummy (for some - like not me) princess curls. For like ever. Then a mysterious night in Thailand, 14y.o getting sick of my long hair, my tomboyish side was like 99.9999999999999999% all over so. -SNAP- Gone it was~ Over 1m(eter) of hair on the floor, and sexy tomboy Haku was born! MHAHAHAHHAHAAHH. 

-Something like that. lol

 

Before 

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AFTER

... - no comment.

"Hey, I look like an alien o3o"

Creepy face had to get censored.

 

 

 

I got my visa b*tch~

Actually I liked the cut much better when it was styled by the girl, but yeah my hair of course has it's own way of thinking =_= so yeah. What do you think? Suits me or not? :3 ~ And don't mention I look more feminine it's the hairstyle's fault.

Extra pic!

Over&Out!

 

Rise from the dead, revived by wifi!

Well hello fellow .. humans! – I wont call myself human, but I pity you so I’ll go along with it

-          Just for the blog entry this time ;3

It’s been a while since .. last time. //cough. But, there’s always a reason lovelies! Well I started University lol, and heck I’ve also started drinking.. look where that’s taking me, fat and flobby, ugh hating it, so I decided to quit – Of course after I bought 3 bottles of Vodka (Gibley’s) and a –insert name of brand I cant remember- Rum 555! //FAIL.

But, as mentioned, a lot have in fact happened, so let me break it down in timeline and bits so we all can follow it; shall we now? ~Ok.

After I got back to BKK again, and really started school and got “to-know” people I was in same department with, I made friends, yay good for me~ They just lived so far from me, and had lives of their owns and not so much time for me so yet another depressing set back in my oh so cool life atm. I am studying abroad in Thailand, pretty much awesome much. Kkk (Korean)

I’ve made really good friends with;

1.       Rassamee – A half like myself, just American&Thai.

2.       Yumi – A super adorable Japanese girl from Tokyo I met in my Indo friends room! (Happened to be their roommate at that time)

3.       Shiri – A weirdo Indo I really like by now, she’s so silly

4.       Ken (Kenta) – A Japanese guy who helped/helping me to be more positive and try to realize I’m not “alone”

5.       Haruka (!!) – My Japanese roommate!! She’s so cute and pretty, her skin is like porcelain; I envy so bad!!

6.       Kizuku – A Japanese guy, a really good friend. Really good. He’s so nice

7.       Shin(chan) – Kizuku’s roommate, also Japanese.. and a guy.
(Notice all the Japanese people omg.)

8.       Ayaha – A Japanese girl, she’s SUPER CUTE, so naive and spacy, A-DO-RA-BLE

9.       Minami – A Japanese girl (as well) she’s such a cutie ~

I’ve made many “friends” But, not only that.. of course, I’ve attended class, gotten to know these people, and .. stuff.

I’ve .. fallen in love. 

Yes, you read correctly. I’ve fallen in love.

-          With a Japanese guy.

His name is .. I’ll keep it private, for the best I guess, but I refer to him as T-chan (or Kun) *

Stats;

v  Age: 21 (Turned last July)

v  Height: .. I think about 170cm, he’s a bit (NOT MUCH) taller than me

v  Handsome; Adorable; Sexy – aka. Out of my League. FOSHO

v  Wears glasses and/or contacts

v  Is skinny (high metabolism, like A BITCH)

v  Reminds me of a cat.. – Tends to sleep; a lot (He does cat like things sometimes)

v  Lip biter – Hello sexy. 

-The list is pretty endless, but, let me tell you the things that really (I think) made me fall for him.

His smile..
His laugh..
His eye smiles..
His kind, silent, quiet but, light personality.
He can be funny, and make others laugh, if not he makes me smile. Like a silly 8 y.o

I’m sure I’ve fallen.. hard, so does Kizuku say, liking someone in his mind is like being  inlove with the person.

But, all of those feelings will be dedicated in another blog post.. (entry)

SUZUKU 

(The Japanese people are improving my own Japanese and I should be refreshing my Thai, FACK)

I moved from my small awesome blue apartment into .. bum bum bum

Amarin Mansion! (。。。which was just 10 minutes from my old place, OTL)

And Haruka-chan (Nee-chan would be weird.. they all feel like I’m same age as them.. like 20/21+), is my lovely roommate! Which makes this apartment cheaper than my old one! By almost 2000 baht! Which is good. Very good. //cough cough

But, apartment is kicking, and not just that mostly ‘everyone’ lives here! (Including T-chan) Almost all of the exchange students/foreign lives here or at 3J~ Which is good, then it feels like a dorm again<3 Meeh what will I do when I go back to DK, TT TT, I have no idea, though I promised to live with my mother for a while so, I guess I have time to think, and she’s moving anyway – In the meantime I’m here of course.

But, of course in my journey of cool, and awesome shit, there’s dark clouds everywhere; literally speaking as well, it is the rainy season here, WHAT A GREAT JOKE MHAHAHHAH. 

But, no.

I have money problems like for example; I live of instant noodles, and cheap snacks. Or technically I spend my whatsoever leftover money I had in spare to buy all of the cheapest shit (food, I’m sorry) I could get just to have something to feed on. Even with my diet obsession and near starvation mania I know it doesn’t help so, shhhhhh- I don’t. Living on snacks, white bread – Is defiantly killing my stomach TT TT Like so much I could just die. Eating corn chips as typing atm. Shit so hungry.. (eating so many empty carbs I’m going to boycott myself ) .. And I’m tending to extreme options.. trust me, if you know me you know how bad it’s going – or rather, “it can go” ugh..

Sadly money, my feelings and yeah those 2 things pretty much attacks my brain so much I have difficulties pulling myself together for everything else, like being happy, it seems like its wrong for me to even be.. trouble trouble go away please. THE DOOR IS THERE GOOOOOO

But, also I’ve just 2 good things to mention before I add a closure to this entry and spam you with a few more before I bury my head in my text box, make my hand burn and finger tips bleed for my midterms!

I got a hair cut!

My uncle is setting up a model shoot for me, isn’t that interesting? ~

Also got a package from Singapore~ And some stuff from Denmark!

I’m sorry for lack of photos but, stay turned! They’ll come!!

Byebye~

ITS AUGUST

.. And I'm still here. lol. It's still just barely 5 pass 12(PM) but, the, plan have been changed, or just pushed ahead with 1 day, and we leave early in the morning instead, which is fine with me, then I can still get things done tomorrow, so plan wont be toooooo pushed since time is beginning to run out e_e

- Still trying to figure out how I'll put the design up and font and everything, it's so bothersome, I should be working on different stuff like my body lol.

We have to get our photo taken on Thursday for the ID card.. and of course I just happen to have a mutant on my chin for the first time the last 3 months I have a pimple - what is this evil?! Not that I'm the most feminine and such but, it hurts and it's so red ;~~~~; Painful shit, I didn't knew TT^TT

As we now have entered August, I have set a goal already! If I manage to lose 2+ kg by Sep I'll go to a spa resort :3 I really want to try, but I want to earn it! ㅋㅋㅋ Limiting my food budget to grocery shopping organic and greens will add to my savings ~ So I'll have money to buy stuff I want, like Dr Dre headphones!! I want those pretty badass' <3

Ain't they breathtaking? - lol, I should have used more pro pictures to charm you ~ but, Ji Yong should do the trick am I right? Don't go home baby<3

I might be a tad greedy but, I want the plug-ins AND the big heavy Beats Q3Q They are too dreamy for me  not wanting to smooch them all over~ And I'm a really cheapy person, who hates using money and not really the brand suckr typer but, these. these - I can't help getting an eargasm when people tell me to try them out! I NEED THEM Lol, they need me HAHAHAHA

Oh, a sad thing - My mp3 have reached it's limit, and not only that but, it's broken .__. Do bad luck like to lick my butt all the time? D: I'll turn it all around by this month, you hear me August!! ILL MAKE YOU MAH BIATCH OK.

Have everyone heard about the "tvN Kpop Star Hunt" ? Are you ready for K-Pop Star Hunt?

"Cube Entertainment to find their next trainee through “K-Pop Star Hunt” audition program"

"Cube Ent to find their next trainee .."

Cube Entertainment is a company started out under JYP, it started up in 2008 and is a minor company, but with strong artists! Such as;

4Minute, B2ST & G.NA  - And should also have the other girl group "A Pink" But, I'm not a big info site on Cube Ent :3

Sadly I have no idea who the other guy is...


And they are coming to Thailand as well, and well I'm thinking about joining, I'm no angel when it comes to singing, I have a low voice and rapping might appeal more to me, and I like it :3
But, they require a "Dance-and-song" cover so technically a live like on M!countdown, Music Core & (My fave) Inkigayo~ But, I can't do a girl dance since my voice just doesn't fit, and I can't .. just blah blah >u< So I'm doing/trying to do Cry by MBLAQ - They are under JTuneCamp CEO is Rain if you may know him (As a bad boy~ Imma be a bad boy~) I like that song a lot! And the rap is nice :3 And I like the moves muhahahahaha.

It might seem stupid, since I'm not 100%, or 100% Asian for that matter.. and well, I'm no super talented kick ass kid from the mountains nor am I a stunning face like Nichkhun -__-' But, no harm in trying right? even though just trying will give me hate since I'm half lol

But, I wont give up! And this might be a chance, who knows, but even if I fail I'll hold my head held high and move forward - 1 set back wont stop me! QwQ OK.

I think that's it for now, I might blog again later tomorrow if I can find the time, or else I'll give one last pip tonight, before I disappear for a while.

Cya cya~

30 July K-pop Flashmob!!

Oh, and just quickly.

Last Saturday, the 30st July there was the Global kpop flashmob - AND I DIDNT KNOW.

AGHJDHGDSFGYJHSEROPGDOFGKSDOKFVOD

In Bangkok QnQ at the MBK Mall, arghhh I wanted to see it TT__TT

But, if you want to check it out, here's the Thailand teams entry :3

Last night in Pattaya!

Like my new bg? 

I try to keep it blue, and such.. but I'm go for a darker theme with my favorite artist, but.. I'm bad a this XD; So it will happen.. someday.. - somehow.

Sadly this really is my final day/night 

here at my sisters (cousin) beach house, in Pattaya. /le sigh

Going back to BKK tomorrow, returning to my apartment near my Uni, just a mere 4 days till the registration day.. Can you say "nervous" ya'll? QwQ I'm super nervous! LIKE REALLY.NERVOUS.

So this will also be the last blog post in a while - since I don't wanna use my web café hour(s) to go spazzing on the keyboard to try and get a blog containing EVER-SINGLE-THING of what have happened, talk about .. random. 

Me and my brother-in-law are leaving here tomorrow at 3PM, so around 1-2 hours (5PM) we'll arrive in Bangkok, and probably I'll reach home at 6PM or so, call my uncle and we'll make an appointment for everything; money withdraw, exchange, grocery shopping and all that since .. THURSDAY IS COMING SOOOOOOOON - O.M.F.GGGGGGGGGGGG. /chills

We went for an Isaan restaurant, to eat dinner, and since he thought I liked Isaan food.. yeah, I don't mind Isaan food (Since my family is originally from there) that was really tasteless e_e'' So I barely ate any, and I felt horrible too, I was dressed in a BRIGHT PINK polo shirt; He had given me.. and made me change into, and I didn't get a change to switch back to my other outfit >.< And I will say one thing, it was slightly (cross that it was totally a slap to my face) insulting that he had bought a size L, and he said; "I almost bought you an XL cause I didn't think you could fit it" 

Q3Q

WELL THANK YOU. IM ACTUALLY A SIZE S IN THAI SIZE!!! UGHHHH ; n ;

- And as soon as I lose the freaking arm fat I can get into a xs a´thank you. /tsk

I felt so fat and ugly, it was horrible. truly degrading me.

NO pictures this time though, but, yeah. :C

I kinda wanna go home, I maintain myself better when I have my own stuff, and my own space, or at least not people making it hard for me to do so, I haven't really cleaned my face in 2 weeks! I feel like a grease bun >n< Like really disgusting because I can't remove black spots and all, can't even add body lotion to my skin, and I've a bad case of DRY SUPER DRY - as in it's hard and peeling, makes me tear up Q3Q I always take care of my skin! .. /SOBBB

And starting on fitness and taking care of myself requires me to be at my place.

Will miss my family here though <3

I'll go to bed early this time, so tired after going to bed at 3:30AM and getting up at 10AM for no reason, uff uff uff.

Goodnight

Saturday - Home all night~

So, it's one of my last nights here in the flashy town of Pattaya, of course as vacation atm 

- I'll be Back fosho! since my cousin lives here ㅋㅋㅋ

But I actually have a few more pictures from Silverlake, and I really wanna show one from the park nearby, since there was this GIANT Buddah drawn onto a mountain side! It was so pretty, you could see it from REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY far away - I stared at it all the way from like the main road till we reached Silverlake hahahahaha lol. 

BUDDAHHHHHHHHH

It was a pretty yummy grape juice - And I'm not even a fan of grape juice C:

Right now not really doing anything, I'm binging on my health diet, so not that I'm not eating, or doing anything extreme but, I'm eating snacks like - chips, funny thing is I HATE chips, I really do. And not only that I get serious stomachaches  from eating junk like that, can't even eat a slice of pizza without saing hello to the toilet barely 5 mins later. If you know what I mean.. ugh.

Lukily I'm starting dance & fitness here in August, so going to use that fitness membership A LOT! 

And hit the gym almost every day if PO-SSI-BLEEEEE~ 

Of course I hope I get friends so I can either:
 

•  Take 1 of them, or more with me, just for fun
   
•  Actually hang out would be nice, I miss having friends so bad!

I only have one, my very loved Aom Unnie (she's Thai, but she digs Korea just like me~ so I call her Unnie), we are going to take Hip Hop dance lessons together in the weekends since she has a job to take care of and I like have school, but I have no idea how my scheduel will go.

ATM: Chilling with We Got Married! Just saw the Adam couple and now it's Khuntoria, oh it's just the start I can tell by Khunnie's hair, it's blonde haha and those big black eyebrows, yes yes - And Victoria is so cute! They're eating seafood, the clams~ They are so cute together ~3~ Both super naive, HA.

Just being by myself and doing nothing is really.. meaningless, I somewhat miss the meaningless days in my apartment though I know as soon as I get my ass back to BKK in a few days I'll miss my bro&sis around me, the wifi, the cable and constant air con, and the "We are going out today" style.
We were supposed to go to the night market tonight, but since my sister is having some troubles with her little baby, that pregnant woman, so walking hurts so it didn't happen /sigh, need to get a back for school ; w ; And shopping by myself is awkward and not only that - I'm not allowed to be outside. Great life...

LONELYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I wanna dance more than just one time a week Q3Q Like really bad! I wanna take more than just ONE. Bloody one class, I wanna take b-boy as well! I love b-boy
;~~~;

Btw!Working on a design, transforming my blog just as I'm transforming myself!

- Like a flower, I'll be a rose; I take my time, but I'll shall blossom as the most beautiful of them all.