Reflecting back on 2013

Hello there!
I thought I would take the time to look back on what I’ve learned, experienced and achieved over the past 12 months of 2013, so here it goes!

Honestly I think this is one of the best years I’ve had. I’ll definitely say I’m not the most positive person, based on a past me I was a hardcore slut-in, anti-social and at least VERY negative. I can really look back and feel really silly just by the thought of all the things I was throwing away, my health for them being one of the important ones, I was really just a silly confused girl when I was younger. A bit too bad that I was so negative to enjoy all the good and positive things my life, that were still offered me even though I had the worst of the worst times of my life until now.

I managed to overcome something that literally had been eating me for years, ruining myself and most chances of having a regular social life with my friends; without being paranoid to spill the secret. And that’s sorely to my boyfriend, he made me realize that I can overcome it if I truly wanted it, for someone or for yourself – I choose him over the thing eating me as hard as it was to let go he helped me and I am forever grateful for him saving me from it.

2013 have meant Love, love have come into my life. Never been this happy before finding someone that loves me regardless of my past or what I’ve done, I’ve never met someone like him in my life and I never want him to leave.. So I want to thank you 2013, for putting the most amazing guy into my life.

Guess I could say since I’ve tried to look more positively on my life, I’ve become more bold and I suppose that’s a good thing in my case, finally stop being a push-over and “too-nice” towards people taking advantage of me. In the terms of like, “I deserve to be happy too” kinda feel, I do want it and I am trying to earn it, working for it every day so I can be happy and make everyone else I care about happy if I can. It’s not that bad to want something that’s good for you, no?

Other than that, I’ve taken a lot of chances, accepted change and sacrificed tons of things to be where I am now, even if it isn’t ideal for most, I am to gladly repeat 2013 with all it’s bad and horrible sides along with the happiness I’ve been obtained as well as the love I’ve been given. So being spontaneous can be added to life qualities now I guess, haha.  

I think I’ll put body image in another post instead because that’s going to be looong one, I’ll spill all my secrets in that one, so I guess look forward to it? Hahaha.

I would say that pretty much sums it up, 2013 started out freakishly bad, who the hell have their storage room set on fire by kids on the 2^nd day of the new year. Sigh. Not just that but a lot of things uptil my 19^th birthday (the first 3 months of 2013) was terrible. Utter horror, I start cringing just thinking about it -_- ..

I’ll leave it at this, not as long as it could have been!

12/12/12

Dashing title isn't it? Haha, I'm joking, but happy 12/12/12 - what there's so happy about it I dunno but, it seems like it's something special other than being 3 identical numbers on the same day and etc, you get it ey.

So I've been a little around and about. Trapped at school or studying at home and not been able to use the few hours of broad day light where I could take pictures ｡゜(｀Д´)゜｡. So I'll wait with any other blog posts where my own pictures are needed! like my really old review of a couple of circle lenses I got back in the summer../cough

Minor wishlist of mine for 2012! More like, "The-things-I-wish-I-could-get-but-will-never-get-list" ( ﾟ∀。)

Cat eared knit beanie! 

Ever since seeing this on Zelo (From B.A.P) glorious head in the Hajima (Stop It) MV （人´∀`*）

I've wanted to get either a similar (same color, ohohoho) one or black one. 

Isn't it awesome?

Collar tip cats - I really am digging the trend of having those collar tips, 

in gold or spiked, it's win win for me, but these I really wish were mine! 

Also should maybe add some white shirts to my list.. 

I need some  ╮(╯_╰)╭

1) The 'hat' with ears. It's so cute, I've been catching myself trying on hats in H&M lately..(ノ◇≦。)

2) The black cat clutch, it's pure awesomeness, it's cute and stylish and if I'm getting any clutch I really want it to be that one! (∩･∇･∩)

Think this bracelet from TOPSHOP is so fierce yet chic, that thing would be a treat on my arm for sure!

I'm a big sucker for crosses & silver, and silver in this shade is just divine! 

I love it! I really feel like if I see this at TOPSHOP while I'm in London I might just grab it for myself 

｀・∀・´) ohohoo~

- yet again the crosses, seeing a pattern and my affectionate love for it? Haha<3 Geez.

It's awesome, what more can I say - need some sexual ear gear! 

I just realized that this one had actual bling on it, makes me think twice if I really wants it..

I already got a necklace similar to this, it's in black and it's mat - bought that one from YesAsia

I love that one tho! Love it to bits! ♥♥♥

A pair of cute nude pumps - with spikes (´∀｀*) Normally I'm not for pumps but, I find them very cute

Would love my own pair, also need more studded things<3

Studded clogs. 

I really really am dying to get a pair of these, in the beginning I was like "nah, not really my thing" and then I kept seeing pics of them and I got sucked in! Now I want need a pair as well!!

And a pair of studded flats. Saw TOP wearing these (then band wagon BIGBANG followed along lol) 

and I was like, "if I had flats, I would either get cute red vintage ones or THOSE"

My list is fair longer and more simple really but this is what I could come up with, where I think I could put it on a wishlist and my mom actually getting it for me. I wanna add Canon lenses (found a Sigma lens that was absolutely dreamy and I SOOOO want it - but, not like my mom could buy it for me..hah..) as well as lots guys clothes and whatnot but, that might be turned into a "want" list instead ;3

Hope you're enjoying Christmas so far and you're safe and sound<3

Take care people and till next time in LONDON SPOILERS HAHAHAHAH

Fresh air in 2012 na!

ﾟ:✲ ﾟ･:~✲ ﾟ･:~✲   Happy holidays my beautiful readers!  ✲~:･ﾟ ✲~:･ﾟ ✲: ﾟ  

(Yes I'm in the picture. Girl in the middle holding the "bow"/ ribbon?)

 Yet blogger keeps being a bissssh and wont let me UPLOAD any pics.. working on it!! SORRY NA

(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡 ┻━┻ gonna flip tables soon gosh!!

Anyways All jolly and season fat I suppose that the holidays are nearing an end and I'm a bit behind with the wishes, but it's never too late as long as it's not like.. March and I'm all "Happy New Year guys!☆☆" in your faces. Since it's my birthday in March I would be.. pretty like, yo guys it's my birthday! - Instead of holidays /le drifting off topic. |｡ ∀ ｡)

Anyways instead of packing 1 post with TONS of text and "borrowed" pictures: since blogger wont let me put up my own.. still working on that one. So I'm just breaking it all down into like different posts and all but, first off: picking up after finals. yes

After finals it was like some sort of really pissed off feeling just like became a bit lighter, even though I was still like, just 5 days of school? ..
..and this is it? (ಠ___ಠ)ノ fuck.

Yeah pretty disappointed but, I shouldn't complain, in this life style everything is so ~ (・-----・) - yeah it's just like you really have nothing to do, even if you have a job I feel like, I would be more than HAPPY to do something - on the other hand I can imagine others being envious of my current position: or at the time, 1st semester was defiantly so fucking wasteful I'm only blaming myself for being in conflict with myself- 2012? No more! (=Haku´∀｀)人(´∀｀2012=) - we so fat lol.

But, anyhow, my roomate and 2 of our friends, traveled to Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur on the 13th like just 4 days before I had to go to Malaysia and like go to Johor Bahru .. ok. so I was alone for that amount of days and was just doing pre-shopping for the trip. Which was a small golf- sports bag, some makeup, clothes and blaaah, like just 6 days. so yeah - but, the trip was nice! First time with AirAsia: "Always delayed, totally normal" - erm, so it seems. ( ･ｪ･ ) <- Imagine stone face for 5 hours like that.

Other than being an hour and 45 minutes late, my transit flight from KL to JB I arrived like a couple of minutes before midnight and met my gougeous 'sister' from Malaysia, Wendy!♡♡ It's your "We meet online" story and when we met like, real, it was so... sooo .. just really I even had watery eyes guys! 

Σ( ；∀： /le emotional.

It was like, omg, gurl hold me, wait- YOU'RE HERE HOLDING ME. /insert epic tumblr meme gif w/ epicness. We had a lot of hugs, I did for one attract a lot of attention being in shorts - lol. And her hair was blue and reddish. HAHAHAHA, people. It was an amazing "week" but, both of us were pretty jetlagged for like 2 days so we just, like, were slobs on the ground, bed, couch and like, just talked, like we "always" did. The whole experience is like.. wow ♪♡~

WOW OK.

But, coming back after having such a family feeling, like not just 

"It's just my mom and me" 

- no, real family? I've never felt that. It was defiantly missed as soon as I was in the Airport 

KL and had 5 hours wait before the next flight back to Thai♥ 

Which I really missed a lot!! But, like Wendyyyy.. come here too na!! ♥♥♥

QдQ) ~ (sob)

But, coming back on the 23rd I had no sense of date, time, whatsoever, international season like Christmas. And since DANISH PEOPLE "CELEBRATE" Christmas 24th "evening" style 

yeah - I had completely forgotten everything about that. 

Till my mom called while I was waiting for a bus at Central World 

(follow post to 'this' story will come soon~) 

around like 11PM, she was wishing me a Merry Christmas: "Happy Christmas!" 

- It's not happy, it's merry! ノ( º _ ºノ) ...
 I did correct her, but yeah when the bus came, I got on and like just listened to music.. 

Holy shit, it's Christmas tomorrow.

Lol.

Yes I forgot Christmas Eve. 

And yes, I did NOT celebrate Christmas either. 

But, did actually get presents: 

Kenta, Ayaha and my uncle 

 tho' uncle gave me money and (paid for) massage haha! 

Yeah I was surprised. 

•  Haruka is in Japan still (Left the 28th morning hours) and said she bought me a present.
  From Japan, I'm excited! 

• And Ayaha had mine homemade, so nice of her~ And her favorite candies + chocolates in mini edition, she knows I can't eat sweets, nurrr♡
• Kenta .. gave me BIGBANG stuff - trolling gift. Because I gave him Yoona (SNSD) pictures and a frame with her picture + cards. LOL ALL YOONA MHAHAHAH. 

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧YOONA BEAMMMMMMMM♡*:･ﾟ ♡*:･ﾟ ♡*:･ﾟ ♡*:･ﾟ ♡*:･ﾟ✧!!!!

Actually I had gift to many: Minami I gave a small cute set: a ring with a cat on (she likes cats) and a necklace that matched! Haruka I gave a Union Jack mug! She LOVES Union Jack. Kisuku I gave a Totoro phone strap + "sugar canes" FROM DENMARK. I'm just so awesome. And for Tomoki I had my mom to order me a Japanese-Danish dictionary because .. dun dun dun!!!

- They don't have in Japan!!! OMG.

So I wanted to give him that one, like, really this guy have been studying Danish 10 hours a day the ENTIRE holiday. And really, since he's not speaking with anyone in Danish or hearing the prouncese and shit, I'm still like, your efforts boy. Oh I wanna hug him ; ; But, I couldn't get it here so .. I gave him panda stuff and a Tea Break - English Milk tea. HE LOVES IT. and really it's so super fucking delicious. but, is limited to Paragon only like, I dunno why e___e

fuckers. but yes. My jolly christmas guys! ♡♡♡