Family Farewell Visit

So this weekend I'm going to Pattaya to have a last visit to my cousins. 

A lot of troubles have been forced down my throat this past week and I'm glad that by going to my "cousins" house it'll get solved by;

1. I will get my MasterCard fucking about time!!
2. My Danish SimCard for my phone will be available so I will be able to be contacted as soon as I get off the airplane in Denmark on the 27th (Of May).
3. I will get 100% privacy and silence to sleep. omg .. lovely

It's really weird. I have this weird feeling, not just one but, many and it turns into various thoughts and I'm just not comfortable with the thought of having to restart a'new another place, for the first time (with my ups and downs of course) I really did want to keep put in this life but, when the people start to disappear and the whole as a whole is fading and keeping a hold on the few ones that are left but, leaving as well it just in the end would turn into a sad empty space and I would only have an urge to go back to something I knew at least a little bit. but, you might not know how it feels unless you lived abroad or so but, maybe you know a similar thing and I hope you'll understand<3.

ANYWAY I GOT THE PICTURES FROM THE PHOTOSHOOT

But, the files are so big that re-sizing the whole shit takes a war time, and I don't wanna fight with the Blogger uploading system at this point .. ugh.

Laters xoxo