Long time no see. Yes, it’s been a couple of months since the last blog entry sadly, and these might be the last for .. long time probably.
But, one news at the time!
A lot have happened in these I think .. 3 months? (Since last blog post) Firstly..
- I GOT ACCEPTED INTO COLLEGE, IN FREAKING BANGKOK, THAILAND BB! THAILAAAAAAAAAAAND. Heck yeah, I freaking made it in!
I actually also made it into the 2 other schools/colleges in Denmark I applied, but now I can awesome'ly enough to call them and decline due to me going aboard, seriously I cried when I got the mail where they told me I got in, and I read it during English class, I was so happy, I couldn’t sit still at all! Or focus on class for that matter, I even hugged people I didn’t even like, I was THAT happy. Lol OTL.
So I’ve been really busy with like preparing stuff for when I go down there, I’ve gotten an apartment not far from my College/University (It’s both lol so cool) it’s just next to the market, and food market~ Oh , the yummy fruit I’m going to eat~ it’s on the 4th floor, though no elevator, but heck, my legs will get exercise every-fucking-day hell yeah for me that’s just great and if I need workout I can just run up and down the stairs instead of running outside ke. Which probably will happen, muhahaha.
university is called/named; Thammasat College University and is like the 2nd biggest school in all Thailand. We wear uniforms, yes. I HAVE TO WEAR A UNIFORM. A skirt and a shirt, great. NOT OTL IMMA DIE. But, at least I have the option to choose it myself, like it’s basically just a black or marine blue skirt and white shirt, so I’ll wear a long skirt and shorts underneath along with lace thin leggings, I don’t want sun on my legs, or me for that matter haha. I hate tan skin, I look weird, generally due to my skin color being pale YELLOW, lol.
- I have my final exams this week, or kinda just my only oral exams, I didn’t have physics this year, even though I kinda regret not having it ugh.. nvm nvm. And I didn’t have Deutch either OH LUCKY ME, I also didn’t go up in Math, which is like the wises decision this year, pfff I would have died.
Danish tomorrow and English on Friday, just thinking like really about it now, my stomach twist and my head hurts, I’m like having angst about going up, since I haven’t really prepared anything, studied at all, just barely analyzed it here last Thursday, till my roommate had to get the formula back so I kinda couldn’t finish the analyze either.. ugh, I’m going to get such a low grade .. /le sob and despair.
But, seriously I’m scared. I’ve always been scared of oral exams because well, before I started at boarding school I had never-ever-in-my-whole-fucking-non-existing-life been prepared for exams, never had one, or just had a test one. Na-da. Zero.
I was shitting bricks like 2 months before the written ones, they went fine, good
dark lord I was relieved when it was over, but like just a month after when I heard about the orals I like had a meltdown lol. And I cried and almost fainted out of fear during my English oral, and I got such a bad grade.. I was ready to cry, which I did after as well lol, my mother was so disappointed and hell, SO WAS I!
But, my teacher was kinda mean to me during the thing.. ugh, nevermind that though, past is past, I’m just scared still. Mostly for English think it’s going to be so much worse, because people are expecting me to get like straight in that, I’ve never gotten an A in oral .. I hate myself for that, all my friends that are just as good or better/lower than my level gets A and I get like D. Fuck me.
- I’m leaving Denmark on the 23th of June, jep, not that much time left, it’s amazing, I still can’t believe it.
My friend, sister Wendy, she’s my sister ok my sister from another mother! She’s attending uni in London, just flew there like a week ago and is all .. woah, awesome. She’s so cool with it, and she’s going to be there for 4 years! I’m planning on applying for Uni too, but I doubt I’ll get in lol. I’m that stupid, and they have a high pressure on Math and I can barely pass Math, I MADE IT WITH ONE FUCKING POINT.
Yeah my short update. OTL ITS NOT THAT SHORT.