A Day Alone

This probably sounds weird with a ”First day alone” kinda vibe, making me sound pretty clingy huh..

Hubby had to renew his visa so he went to Cambodia at 6:30AM, so we stayed up all night for that and left at 5, made more sense at the time. I couldn’t go with him and since it was a 1D trip we decided to just leave him to the staff people, I’ve traveled with the agency before so I trusted them (SLIGHTLY) to take care of him :C He ended up not getting any sleep, the roads by Cambodia/in Cambodia are super bumpy, not only that but he sucks at traveling by himself (this was his first time lol) on the way back he got really sick, he didn’t anything else but a green apple, ice cream and candy. So he ended up nose bleeding in the van, lol poor baby. Anyhow, the clingy part.. 

That’s not the case! LOL

And it wasn’t actually a day more like 12 hours, in total (didn’t put it together until now, I’m not a stalker girlfriend LOL). But, I ended up doing things I’ve been talking about I wanted to do but, never got to do cause I felt bad for my hubby if I decided to actually do it. Such as:

•  Waxing  – I hate shaving more than anything, not the “I’m-too-lazy-to-shave” but, I just prefer waxing, to me it brings out a much smoother and longer result + I won’t cut myself up and get allergic reactions to the razor blade out of skin irritation.
  
•  Makeup  – Actually, this one was just because I tend to literally scan every label (I take a picture of the price of the things I want) to therefore walk around thousands of other makeup store, being street stalls or actual stores/ central malls. Just comparing prices to see what is cheapest, cause I hate spending extra money on something I could’ve gotten cheaper..but same quality..right? I’m not crazy lol (• ◡•)
  
•   Massage  – I’ve had the sickest back pains for months now so I thought that since hubby wasn’t around to oppose it, I went to my old massage shop where they take 200 B for 1 hour, that’s a good price btw. Also they do a hella good job at loosening up all of your joints, dayum! If 200 is too expensive for you or you’re just that cheap (200 is a good price on a basic price of 300 up for just 1 hour) I know a place that only takes 150.

Bored at home at 7AM..

I didn’t do that much other than explore, I forgot to eat so didn’t get to eat until like 10PM cause I was stubborn and just didn’t want to spend any more money on myself after paying for waxing  ╥﹏╥）

OOThatD

Playing around with the Winter selection in Zara

Just felt really lost just going around all silent and alone. I only listened to music, for 12 hours, barely talked to anyone. Wouldn't say I'm clingy but, more like really bored and I just have a lot more fun when hubby is around (´∀｀*)

I'll come up with a review of Etude & Revlon, the 2 only makeup things I've bought / hubby
ヾ(＠† ▽ †＠）ノ  + Also come up with more updates soon (the waxing boutique

Sneak Peak of Honey Pot Wax Boutique! Making a video review on it, my first!

Was so fucking nice..

Uncalled Hiatus

Hii, I’m really sorry my blog have been collecting dust for the past few months, it wasn’t my intention. And it’s not that I’ve been (doing absolutely nothing u.u) nothing at all..I’ve been some things while waiting for paperworks, visas and such to work out and I will tell ya; freaken boring af.

Actually I don't wanna call it 'hiatus' more in the likes of "I lost my SD card so I can't make videos or take good pictures.. and I lost it over a month ago" of a blogpost. So there you have it, I just happened to lose my SD card for my Canon while I was in Vietnam Airport (Hanoi) for a 1day1night trip. I don't know exactly how I lost it, but it's gone that's for sure. So nothing bad happened to me during my boyfriend's and I little adventure, all good and all is well :DD

Hence no good quality camera I've been documenting life on Instagram basically just using my phone (like normal people .____. didn't realize this until now).

While waiting and all, my boyfriend and I really are just being silly, hugging and kissing saying stupid stuff and being all lovely-dovely and such, we tend to end up like so;

• 1 Angry Boyfriend
• 1 Sad Haku sitting outside on the balcony feeling like a bad person for making boyfriend angry.

.. yeah I might be pretty pathetic lol, but it’s not like we actually fight, sometimes I just get really sad and cry for ruining his life by taking him with me etc, you know? It’s a lot of guilt knowing I’ve taken everything he had away from him and not having anything to offer in return after all of this.. So I tend to cry, making him upset cause he feels like it’s his fault. Think all in one we keep feeling like we both aren’t good enough..sigh, I do indeed not feel like I deserve such a sweet and loving guy like him and I don’t have anything to offer him ._. Talk about no self-esteem lol

But after all, it’s all those things that made us open up so badly I feel like I literally know everything about him now, and I’ve spilled every little secret I’ve ever kept about myself and my upbringing (“childhood”) it was pretty bad, all he does is feel sorry for me lol t( – 7 – ) bitch

I can fairly say I've never felt so connected to another human being before in my life, letting a person know absolutely everything about me; bad more than good. It makes me so happy, even after telling him the darkest things about me he still loves me; “I can see you’ve changed, I would still have loved you even back then” HE IS SUCH A CHEESE.

Though.. I honestly feel like he’s the one, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with >~< I know it sounds super unrealistic and “heck you’re both too young to know sh*t” not mention like a movie that just couldn’t happen irl, but. I DON’T CARE (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡 ┻ truelovebitches ┻

..I just want to spend the rest of my life with him okay  ╥﹏╥）

I'll just end this mindless ramble with a time line of the only group pictures we have (cause he doesn't like to get his picture taken U.U stupid) From the 1st to most recent C: