Today I didn't feel so good about, or rather being around other people in school and sitting for 3 hours for a lecture - felt like something I felt like doing in my emotional state. pish. So I just stayed in my apartment, cleaned and stuff, wrote with people on FB and stuff. wasting time till Haruka left for Ethnic Class at 11AM - She wanted to do some pre-study. Oh Japanese haha.

Late night, last night;

 My lovely dinner; rice with chilli sauce. HA

Yesterdays outfit! - NOT HAIR NOT THE HAIR FOR dfhjxkvxc!

 But, I had promised to go around to look for a place to make a spare key, so we could have one each ~ So of course got dressed.. even though I really didn't feel like going outside at all, but I promised. PROMISE IS A PROMISE. After walking around a bit, looking like an idiot, with frizzy curly hair, I got frustrated seeing how the guy just was gone from he normally was and I couldn't find anywhere else, so I found this little out-in-an-alley hair dresser; a nice sleeping old lady. She of course woke up as I opened walked in though the open door and she washed my hair, gave me a hair treatment annnnnnnnnd blew it straight and gave me a heat treatment as well ~ so kind! And talkative. 

Just 60 baht. 60 baht. That's cheap!

Then I changed my comfy tshirt into:

Todays outfit. Me and my crazy layers.

 Shirt-set: Bought on the street in Pin Klao for 80 baht.

Pants: Given by ex-roomie from DK - She's a bitch btw.

.. Maybe.

Almost Straight hair!! ; w ;

I was dancing around so it got kinda hot

RIGHT BEFORE THE RAIN

For you guys<3 lol, so dirty.

 Yes, before it rained. I just made it inside, changed my clothes shirt, turned on my iron straightener for my fringe of course. It comes with a cost when you have DEMON CURLS. And then; A lot of wind like just blew in my room and it was SO NICE, I walked out on the balcony, took pictures and enjoyed the nice cooling service~ and then rained just fell like waterwall in my face down. UGH TT__TT So in the "cold" weather I made something I always do when it's "COLD" or rainy.

I'm crazy. Why?

200 degree hot water in my coco! In 30 degrees. HA

Pretty much what I used my afternoon on. Chatting

 The rain was still dripping but, we had plans to go for Khao San Rd. for dinner! At Shoshannan.. something. I can't remember, just that it reminds me of a shoe. But, the food was good! Then after, some of them got dessert, our group wanted to play pool snooker, and drink beer. So we went to 711, got beer and found the Pool Club - Sounds so wrong haha! But, it was pretty cozy, and there were a group of 'hippie' like Japanese people hooking on 1 of the pool tables but, it was okay - I didn't play~~ Uneven number for the win. 5 ppl.

I wanted Kebab.. they didn't have TT TT

My food~ Sharwama w/ salad~

Kizuku'a food! ... a food pancake, I think.

KI-ZU-KU.

I just love this picture. And the guy (Dominic) studies in Aarhus! Epic much.

Rest of the group.

The one in a blue shirt, studies in Copenhagen! She's just not Danish.. wth

POOL

Winner team!

Blue BB<3

I should study.. and eat healthy! ARGH. Tomorrow there's a 2 hour, alll you can drink at NARZ, some bar or something, and lot of us are going. But, I shouldn't you know, due to studies and upcoming photoshoot, the weight. UGH. and so many other things! I tend to be more talkative in Japanese when drinking as well as approaching T-chan when being drinking a bit more. Hell I tell ya ,. HELL.

Going to bed ya'll it's 02:32AM right now. Time sure flies by. DARM ~~

Hair-li-cious unseen spoof!

So a special treat for my readers, is letting you see the transformation of my hair! Even facebook doesn't know, see  that is an accomplishment. Right there. //Tabs shoulder like a boss.

The last post I did was pretty messy not to mention the setting was pretty weird, but since I made it super kicking awesome in word I forgot how much of a diva Word is and it totally kicked my face when I copied the shit text onto blog.. UGH. But, I have better time now to do it so, hurray! //blogging happy style~~

If someone you were unaware of a certain fact - about my hair; Well my mom have been paying me to grow it out for a while now, in a few months it would be a year. So yeah, it grows fast, in a way it feels slow but, it grows fast. I see the change for sure from my short boyish cut to this doll like-shit-looking style it has become, seeing how it's all curls and .. "semi-long hair" using the term from the salon. ORLY. - History told short; I used to have KICKASS LOOOOOOOOOONG TO MY BUTT, hair all these adorable, eatable, yummy (for some - like not me) princess curls. For like ever. Then a mysterious night in Thailand, 14y.o getting sick of my long hair, my tomboyish side was like 99.9999999999999999% all over so. -SNAP- Gone it was~ Over 1m(eter) of hair on the floor, and sexy tomboy Haku was born! MHAHAHAHHAHAAHH. 

-Something like that. lol

 

Before 

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AFTER

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"Hey, I look like an alien o3o"

Creepy face had to get censored.

 

 

 

I got my visa b*tch~

Actually I liked the cut much better when it was styled by the girl, but yeah my hair of course has it's own way of thinking =_= so yeah. What do you think? Suits me or not? :3 ~ And don't mention I look more feminine it's the hairstyle's fault.

Extra pic!

Over&Out!

 

Rise from the dead, revived by wifi!

Well hello fellow .. humans! – I wont call myself human, but I pity you so I’ll go along with it

-          Just for the blog entry this time ;3

It’s been a while since .. last time. //cough. But, there’s always a reason lovelies! Well I started University lol, and heck I’ve also started drinking.. look where that’s taking me, fat and flobby, ugh hating it, so I decided to quit – Of course after I bought 3 bottles of Vodka (Gibley’s) and a –insert name of brand I cant remember- Rum 555! //FAIL.

But, as mentioned, a lot have in fact happened, so let me break it down in timeline and bits so we all can follow it; shall we now? ~Ok.

After I got back to BKK again, and really started school and got “to-know” people I was in same department with, I made friends, yay good for me~ They just lived so far from me, and had lives of their owns and not so much time for me so yet another depressing set back in my oh so cool life atm. I am studying abroad in Thailand, pretty much awesome much. Kkk (Korean)

I’ve made really good friends with;

1.       Rassamee – A half like myself, just American&Thai.

2.       Yumi – A super adorable Japanese girl from Tokyo I met in my Indo friends room! (Happened to be their roommate at that time)

3.       Shiri – A weirdo Indo I really like by now, she’s so silly

4.       Ken (Kenta) – A Japanese guy who helped/helping me to be more positive and try to realize I’m not “alone”

5.       Haruka (!!) – My Japanese roommate!! She’s so cute and pretty, her skin is like porcelain; I envy so bad!!

6.       Kizuku – A Japanese guy, a really good friend. Really good. He’s so nice

7.       Shin(chan) – Kizuku’s roommate, also Japanese.. and a guy.
(Notice all the Japanese people omg.)

8.       Ayaha – A Japanese girl, she’s SUPER CUTE, so naive and spacy, A-DO-RA-BLE

9.       Minami – A Japanese girl (as well) she’s such a cutie ~

I’ve made many “friends” But, not only that.. of course, I’ve attended class, gotten to know these people, and .. stuff.

I’ve .. fallen in love. 

Yes, you read correctly. I’ve fallen in love.

-          With a Japanese guy.

His name is .. I’ll keep it private, for the best I guess, but I refer to him as T-chan (or Kun) *

Stats;

v  Age: 21 (Turned last July)

v  Height: .. I think about 170cm, he’s a bit (NOT MUCH) taller than me

v  Handsome; Adorable; Sexy – aka. Out of my League. FOSHO

v  Wears glasses and/or contacts

v  Is skinny (high metabolism, like A BITCH)

v  Reminds me of a cat.. – Tends to sleep; a lot (He does cat like things sometimes)

v  Lip biter – Hello sexy. 

-The list is pretty endless, but, let me tell you the things that really (I think) made me fall for him.

His smile..
His laugh..
His eye smiles..
His kind, silent, quiet but, light personality.
He can be funny, and make others laugh, if not he makes me smile. Like a silly 8 y.o

I’m sure I’ve fallen.. hard, so does Kizuku say, liking someone in his mind is like being  inlove with the person.

But, all of those feelings will be dedicated in another blog post.. (entry)

SUZUKU 

(The Japanese people are improving my own Japanese and I should be refreshing my Thai, FACK)

I moved from my small awesome blue apartment into .. bum bum bum

Amarin Mansion! (。。。which was just 10 minutes from my old place, OTL)

And Haruka-chan (Nee-chan would be weird.. they all feel like I’m same age as them.. like 20/21+), is my lovely roommate! Which makes this apartment cheaper than my old one! By almost 2000 baht! Which is good. Very good. //cough cough

But, apartment is kicking, and not just that mostly ‘everyone’ lives here! (Including T-chan) Almost all of the exchange students/foreign lives here or at 3J~ Which is good, then it feels like a dorm again<3 Meeh what will I do when I go back to DK, TT TT, I have no idea, though I promised to live with my mother for a while so, I guess I have time to think, and she’s moving anyway – In the meantime I’m here of course.

But, of course in my journey of cool, and awesome shit, there’s dark clouds everywhere; literally speaking as well, it is the rainy season here, WHAT A GREAT JOKE MHAHAHHAH. 

But, no.

I have money problems like for example; I live of instant noodles, and cheap snacks. Or technically I spend my whatsoever leftover money I had in spare to buy all of the cheapest shit (food, I’m sorry) I could get just to have something to feed on. Even with my diet obsession and near starvation mania I know it doesn’t help so, shhhhhh- I don’t. Living on snacks, white bread – Is defiantly killing my stomach TT TT Like so much I could just die. Eating corn chips as typing atm. Shit so hungry.. (eating so many empty carbs I’m going to boycott myself ) .. And I’m tending to extreme options.. trust me, if you know me you know how bad it’s going – or rather, “it can go” ugh..

Sadly money, my feelings and yeah those 2 things pretty much attacks my brain so much I have difficulties pulling myself together for everything else, like being happy, it seems like its wrong for me to even be.. trouble trouble go away please. THE DOOR IS THERE GOOOOOO

But, also I’ve just 2 good things to mention before I add a closure to this entry and spam you with a few more before I bury my head in my text box, make my hand burn and finger tips bleed for my midterms!

I got a hair cut!

My uncle is setting up a model shoot for me, isn’t that interesting? ~

Also got a package from Singapore~ And some stuff from Denmark!

I’m sorry for lack of photos but, stay turned! They’ll come!!

Byebye~