Uncalled Hiatus

Hii, I’m really sorry my blog have been collecting dust for the past few months, it wasn’t my intention. And it’s not that I’ve been (doing absolutely nothing u.u) nothing at all..I’ve been some things while waiting for paperworks, visas and such to work out and I will tell ya; freaken boring af.

Actually I don't wanna call it 'hiatus' more in the likes of "I lost my SD card so I can't make videos or take good pictures.. and I lost it over a month ago" of a blogpost. So there you have it, I just happened to lose my SD card for my Canon while I was in Vietnam Airport (Hanoi) for a 1day1night trip. I don't know exactly how I lost it, but it's gone that's for sure. So nothing bad happened to me during my boyfriend's and I little adventure, all good and all is well :DD

Hence no good quality camera I've been documenting life on Instagram basically just using my phone (like normal people .____. didn't realize this until now).

While waiting and all, my boyfriend and I really are just being silly, hugging and kissing saying stupid stuff and being all lovely-dovely and such, we tend to end up like so;

• 1 Angry Boyfriend
• 1 Sad Haku sitting outside on the balcony feeling like a bad person for making boyfriend angry.

.. yeah I might be pretty pathetic lol, but it’s not like we actually fight, sometimes I just get really sad and cry for ruining his life by taking him with me etc, you know? It’s a lot of guilt knowing I’ve taken everything he had away from him and not having anything to offer in return after all of this.. So I tend to cry, making him upset cause he feels like it’s his fault. Think all in one we keep feeling like we both aren’t good enough..sigh, I do indeed not feel like I deserve such a sweet and loving guy like him and I don’t have anything to offer him ._. Talk about no self-esteem lol

But after all, it’s all those things that made us open up so badly I feel like I literally know everything about him now, and I’ve spilled every little secret I’ve ever kept about myself and my upbringing (“childhood”) it was pretty bad, all he does is feel sorry for me lol t( – 7 – ) bitch

I can fairly say I've never felt so connected to another human being before in my life, letting a person know absolutely everything about me; bad more than good. It makes me so happy, even after telling him the darkest things about me he still loves me; “I can see you’ve changed, I would still have loved you even back then” HE IS SUCH A CHEESE.

Though.. I honestly feel like he’s the one, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with >~< I know it sounds super unrealistic and “heck you’re both too young to know sh*t” not mention like a movie that just couldn’t happen irl, but. I DON’T CARE (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡 ┻ truelovebitches ┻

..I just want to spend the rest of my life with him okay  ╥﹏╥）

I'll just end this mindless ramble with a time line of the only group pictures we have (cause he doesn't like to get his picture taken U.U stupid) From the 1st to most recent C:

One Of Those Mondays

■ I tend to have Mondays off from school. Not knowing what to do I sit back at home in the morning and moderate on TinyChat and skype with my boyfriend, try and see if any of the peeps I know in the area wanna hangout, most of the time it's not easy hence not everyone have Mondays off like myself, haha. 

■ But last week (2nd last time I had a Monday off) I hungout with a friend, Sofie, she lives in Aarhus area, have a cute smile and a big heart for sushi - like myself. We met up for Bubble Tea at my 'regular' cafe there, Bubble Tee, delicious stuff guys. I love bubble tea so fckn much you don't even know, you wouldn't understand I would spend over an hour just for 1 cup of bubble tea with tapioca pearls, smh. Oh larwd.

■ Enough chit chat, pictures makes it a lot more fun, doesn't it? We went for sushi afterwards, at Soya 2. I've had my fair share of sushi there to know that compared to my top favorite place in Aarhus (Oishii Sushi Aps) we didn't have to call in for a reservation though I got taken aback by the fact they only had one transporter running and we first sat in the back having a tray to go up to the sushi and stand there to get something, a little troublesome after the first 5 minutes to get moved to a free table by the actual running sushi. It was a nice chill day, a review over the restaurant is on the way as well, so if any Danes are looking for a nice place to eat sushi at in Aarhus or any travelers going there, hit it up it's all good.

I always get the big ones. Hurhurhurhur

I have no comments on the lighting, just fawk.. LOL

Sushi..why you so far from me ; u ;

Exposing my long fingers, mwahahaha

Alien eyebags, leggo.

Kakaotalk, tihi

The only picture of the sushi, too busy dancing on the spot and eating, wow

AM I COOL YET COOL COOL?

Playing with ISO, oops

...Shit, wth and the lenses aren't even that big

Talked about how the angle was there to make us look skinny thigh'd, THERE U GO

It's still hella cold for me guys, holy moly, I need to wear this long coat all the time

■ Sadly my last day off on a Monday was yesterday and that well, was pretty dope as well with chilling at home, busting a vein in my eye, major fail and now I'm stuck with glasses for probably minimum a week. I wanna sob so hard, do you know how difficult it is to run or workout with glasses sliding off your nose and hitting the ground all the time? The feels and table-flipping-rage on that thur.

■ I feel like it's the worst time to actually blog with a active flow now that I have my last day of school tomorrow and then I have finals the following month in May and June, gee amagawd, may everything go well.. I feel lost, not academic wise but, the reason why I'm chill and nervous at the same time. Aiyaaa

Good luck to all other students with their finals and whatnot! GO KILL THAT SHIT THAT'S WUSSUP

- to all that are done already, deng son.

Haku