Family Farewell Visit

So this weekend I'm going to Pattaya to have a last visit to my cousins. 

A lot of troubles have been forced down my throat this past week and I'm glad that by going to my "cousins" house it'll get solved by;

1. I will get my MasterCard fucking about time!!
2. My Danish SimCard for my phone will be available so I will be able to be contacted as soon as I get off the airplane in Denmark on the 27th (Of May).
3. I will get 100% privacy and silence to sleep. omg .. lovely

It's really weird. I have this weird feeling, not just one but, many and it turns into various thoughts and I'm just not comfortable with the thought of having to restart a'new another place, for the first time (with my ups and downs of course) I really did want to keep put in this life but, when the people start to disappear and the whole as a whole is fading and keeping a hold on the few ones that are left but, leaving as well it just in the end would turn into a sad empty space and I would only have an urge to go back to something I knew at least a little bit. but, you might not know how it feels unless you lived abroad or so but, maybe you know a similar thing and I hope you'll understand<3.

ANYWAY I GOT THE PICTURES FROM THE PHOTOSHOOT

But, the files are so big that re-sizing the whole shit takes a war time, and I don't wanna fight with the Blogger uploading system at this point .. ugh.

Laters xoxo 

May in Tears

May in pictures

Last moments with them all. Misato, Tomoki, Minami, Haruka&Kizuku

Actually I haven’t spend much time doing anything productive. I have not gotten enough sleep, I have been crying non-stop for 10 days and just had – having – a minor break from it now but, tomorrow is the last time I’ll see my friend Ayaha.. she’ll leave for England to see Misato in London and come back to Thailand

In June. Ehem, so it’ll be goodbye.. 

Pretty much goodbyes, tears, laughs, smiles in our last hangouts together drawing closer to the end where I, myself have to leave and: right now I don’t know what to feel or do, like, what am I suppose to feel, I’m leaving a life behind I’ve been working hard on. All on my own, with help from friends that doesn’t even live here or have any relations to Thai-life whatsoever, it’s all just like a short novel, too short with a too open ending and you can’t predict it’s “continued story”. /le heavy artistic sigh.

Random OTWEEK ?

– I’ll never get proper blogging done, uhhh you bloody New Year’s Resolutions are a bugger!

Sunday 6th of May

Anyway, this Saturday (12/05/12) I had a day out with Ayaha and we went to Central World.

I was blessed, literally, to see the Oishi Cosplay Idol convention, which I had attended once before. In 2008 June with my Dad, when he was still alive. Super lucky and 100% just by accident that we were able to see it, so sad we couldn't stay longer (also that there wasn’t any K-On! Cosplayers, /sigh) Made me remember my cosplay days and miss dressing up like that. I stumbled out in normal clothes and for some reason people asked if they could take my picture as well, weird. 

 Additional to weird just clearing a fact - I have mixed colored eyes, which isn't always super noticeable if you just glance on my face quickly lol but - apparently people thought they were circle lenses!!  Σ(￣皿￣;;  wat dat duccccccck.

Mixed, I kid you not foolish humans

I moved apartment for a little while before I move to On Nut area

Misato gave me her bags she thought she didn't need, they are bangin'(!) why throw em away?

BTW

Oh and I dyed my hair black

Till next time! I bid you a good-bu-bye~