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Friday, February 14, 2014

Happy Valentines Day ♥

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! ~ ♥ So even though this is commercialized so bad to be a lovers day with chocolate for him or her it's bullshit ok, b to duh s;

1) You shouldn't need a specific day (date, etc) like Valentine's to confess/show/appreciate/love other people, there's birthdays/weekdays/weekends/364 other days that works perfectly fine as well yo. And giving someone else something nice even if it's not a 'special day' still feels fucking special so fuck that.

2) The whole "Officially Foreveralone day everyone!" single people that say this, sorry to say, but really? Might as well announce it out loud every single day during the other 364 days in the year until you find yourself a partner, Valentine's day isn't a excuse to put your hate on other's, you might as well send your mother a rose or your daddy a box of liquor chocolate, perhaps give your friends and family some chocolate. CAUSE YOURE NOT ALONE + You'll find your nemo just keep swimming

With that finally outta the way..Sorry it had been on my mind for like 3 days people slamming up their "Foreveralone" slogan as if it was a public holiday to be sad about yourself and to hate on others. You most likely do that every day anyway Mr.Sorry-for-myself-fancy-pants. + You could just enjoy a day of pampering YOURSELF, ALONE - Cause that's pretty good too. Or with friends, you don't exactly need a lover for this certain day, just saying..again

The chocolate I gave to hubby this morning

Actually I also got him some Kit Kat, dark chocolate and Reesee-something I dunno those American peanut butter-peanut-bars (that just taste like Snickers to me) though I just got those cause Hubby got sick and thought more = comfort food

Poor baby just stuck in bed :C Then again just passing time with playing with his new Instagram account~ Which is @eric8983 if anyone wants to look at a cute Korean boy.

Tea n Honey

#Motd

More vibrant in real with pink-orange under tones, a bit spring with some romance :DD

For a little sweet and cheerful 'pop' I went with a orange liptint from Etude House

We were originally going to go on a date ofcourse that changed when he got sick but nevertheless I LOVE homemade meals, basically cooking is fun time for me. I went around to buy ingredients for what I had planned was going to be chicken soup/stew but, changed it to curry (Korean curry his mother sent us

) over all it was a cozy day. Also my first Valentine's day where I'm not alone! I never thought this day would come, LOLOL so grateful

Hope you had a nice day! Thanks for reading!

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Uncalled Hiatus

Hii, I’m really sorry my blog have been collecting dust for the past few months, it wasn’t my intention. And it’s not that I’ve been (doing absolutely nothing u.u) nothing at all..I’ve been some things while waiting for paperworks, visas and such to work out and I will tell ya; freaken boring af.

Actually I don't wanna call it 'hiatus' more in the likes of "I lost my SD card so I can't make videos or take good pictures.. and I lost it over a month ago" of a blogpost. So there you have it, I just happened to lose my SD card for my Canon while I was in Vietnam Airport (Hanoi) for a 1day1night trip. I don't know exactly how I lost it, but it's gone that's for sure. So nothing bad happened to me during my boyfriend's and I little adventure, all good and all is well :DD

Hence no good quality camera I've been documenting life on Instagram basically just using my phone (like normal people .____. didn't realize this until now).

While waiting and all, my boyfriend and I really are just being silly, hugging and kissing saying stupid stuff and being all lovely-dovely and such, we tend to end up like so;

1 Angry Boyfriend
1 Sad Haku sitting outside on the balcony feeling like a bad person for making boyfriend angry.

.. yeah I might be pretty pathetic lol, but it’s not like we actually fight, sometimes I just get really sad and cry for ruining his life by taking him with me etc, you know? It’s a lot of guilt knowing I’ve taken everything he had away from him and not having anything to offer in return after all of this.. So I tend to cry, making him upset cause he feels like it’s his fault. Think all in one we keep feeling like we both aren’t good enough..sigh, I do indeed not feel like I deserve such a sweet and loving guy like him and I don’t have anything to offer him ._. Talk about no self-esteem lol

But after all, it’s all those things that made us open up so badly I feel like I literally know everything about him now, and I’ve spilled every little secret I’ve ever kept about myself and my upbringing (“childhood”) it was pretty bad, all he does is feel sorry for me lol t( – 7 – ) bitch

I can fairly say I've never felt so connected to another human being before in my life, letting a person know absolutely everything about me; bad more than good. It makes me so happy, even after telling him the darkest things about me he still loves me; “I can see you’ve changed, I would still have loved you even back then” HE IS SUCH A CHEESE.

Though.. I honestly feel like he’s the one, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with >~< I know it sounds super unrealistic and “heck you’re both too young to know sh*t” not mention like a movie that just couldn’t happen irl, but. I DON’T CARE (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡 ┻ truelovebitches ┻

..I just want to spend the rest of my life with him okay ╥﹏╥）

I'll just end this mindless ramble with a time line of the only group pictures we have (cause he doesn't like to get his picture taken U.U stupid) From the 1st to most recent C:

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Video's - Vlogs - Youtube

Lately I've been uploading a lot of video's, mainly about life (no vlogs tho) with my Boy and my friends around the country.

Lovely Dovely?

Hell yeah.

Things have been going so well, never been this happy like seriously true blessed with such pure joys of being with a man I truly love. Being together like this for (soon) 3 months, really made me realize that it doesn't matter how you meet a person, how far away from you they are, "nor does age even matter", race or gender - a long distance relationship can work with freaking Love & Effort gaiz.

This goes for friendships as well ya'll. Fosho.

We have gotten to learn everything about each other, opened to someone this much is something I never thought was possible, E is really the one person I can talk about Everything with. Even my darkest secrets, pains and burdens I carry that I don't feel I could ever share with someone else. This made me understand how much love and affection we have for each other, been crying together over nothing, laughing and smiling every day and just being in his arms sets my tear channels off, cause well, I'm just so happy with this one person I start crying happy tears (not literally, lol it freaks him out when I cry).

And all to say even though we get jealous by each other's past, it's silly, we're that much into each other that people in the past is on our hit list. By hitlist, think Hitman please, LOL.

E motivated me in ways I didn't think possible and by that a lot of opportunities opened up!

I got my own apartment , closer to my school in the city (right across from 3 of my closest college buddies actually, ballin' ~) even though it got hit by bad luck. It was actually ready to move into ASAP till they found a busted water pipe from an earlier visit of people looking at the apartment (DARM U) and the entire kitchen and bathroom got ruined, everything had to be replaced and renovated again. Water damages all over the entrance, outer part and yeah it was pretty much bad shit all over. But, that means new stuff! So good in bad, so to say, I can't complain since I won' get charged extra nor do they raise the price, so all good for me (sad I couldn't move in straight away but, from the 01/09 I'm independent again! W00P)

Made crucial decisions about my life, that sums it up pretty much no? I'm still debating what to do with my future, future studies and possibilities after graduating this program and so it was the plan to move in with a friend&her boyfriend (awks) in Copenhagen then transfer my Final year there. Then head straight for University (if I get accepted ofc) but, all in one the pressure got over my head, lack of communication and I backed out, it wasn't something for me and I didn't want that stress upon me. Found my own place, staying 1 more year then we'll see if I go straight for Uni or work for a year, time will tell.

So hopefully I can get a job too, soon (soon my precious, soon) - I'll look for jobs in Horsens, Vejle even Aarhus despite the far distance better to look for actual workplace that would hire 18+ adults and just young worker 17 and down. Fucking bullshit, it's just shitty of them, some rejected mine and hired a freaking 16 y.o kid in Bilka so you can see what their priorities are (I talked to him, he got hired on spot whilst I had applied 2 months earlier, smh)

♥ Finally been getting out a bit more with E and had good food, cozy cafe time and got permission to take his picture (even though he derp'd most of them♥) So shall we end this little update with foodporn and corny coupleshirt pictures?

YES

After the house warming party, that hairband LOL

Scrubby lovin' ♥

~~btw this burger sucked so bad.~~

♥

Till next time, bye!

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

I actually can't put words onto a title, to create a simple noun with a meaning, a feeling of thousands other meanings, but I will say I carry it with a heavy heart. Half a smile and tears on my face. Even though I look happy at my memories with everyone it's still the parting that hurts the most.

You know?

I'll just show you my precious memories.
~~yes being very emotional at the moment, I'm crying as I am typing this sentence! IM A HUMAN WITH FEELINGS OK~~

This is just pictures you can take your time to look

or just close the tab after reading this I love them anyways.