I GOT A JOB

Hey there, you sexy..you. /AwkwardTurtleStrikesAgain

I got great news I finally got a job! I work as a waiter, part time at a sushi restaurant; so I get free sushi at work for dinner and wow darm it's so good. And I've had A LOT of good quality sushi nothing like Giro though this restaurant surprised me. The fish is so fresh and amazingly tasty, the sushi chef is SO fast.

Also I got some paid model jobs, 1 tomorrow then another one next week. I'm so excited! 500SEK per hour, guys I can pay half my rent with the gig tomorrow ; w ; ) I'm so happy, money has been an issue lately so I'm glad I can now cover the rent. 

Here you get some foodporn pictures from the past few days for you :)

Well hello bunny hubby :'D

Eric's family sent us 2 GIANT packages from the States, first 1 had some of his clothes that got soaked in kimchi water since they sent us his mother's homemade kimchi and radish kimchi. IT IS DELICIOUS btw, just saying. The other one was all instant rameyon and clothes, Eric's mother and sister got me yoga shorts and lots of OPI nail polishes I feel so lucky<3 

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Summer Dead 20140711

I'm back~ How have you been today?

I kinda have been dead since my giveaway post, I'm sorry I promised to be more active and/with reviews + more posting in general. 

I'm truly sorry for being a boring person, haha... mostly the reason why is that summer to me = death. Pollen allergies sucks and I don't have much going on, I did go see some friends (1 friend, just one, yeah you Nani, you) which was really nice.

                                                                         

The past month (June) went by in a so-so pace, all of a sudden things went by super fast and then things just went down in speed and it never seemed to near July at all. My boyfriend and I have been moving around, looking for schools, applied for visa, waiting for visa, job hunting 

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The list kinda keeps going along a lot but imagine a lot of lazy days inbetween. Been having a lot of problems with my school and with SU (student support in Denmark), it's quiet retarded and I'm still trying to get some SU so I get some money by August or else I can't go to school after moving to Sweden HAHA. /notfunny.

Hey, I do after all not shit out money every other day ya'll. Personal funds/savings can only carry you "so far". SO SAVE UP ALWAYS SAVE UP, you never know what can happen and you will be motherf**king grateful for that little voice in your head telling you NOT TO buy a bunch of things and save it for later. 

//like a sale, LOL

I got contacted by a photographer to do a PAID shoot, darm I felt happy! I don't like approaching people and I don't usually ask for money when I work with others, which makes perfect sense I approached them, not the other way around (but, there's occasionally cases where I get paid gigs!) And not just that I was so lucky that a acquaintance of mine got me hooked up for a try out for a waitress job in Copenhagen, next week ~ So crossing fingers I CAN GET THE JOB. I want a job ok I kinda need the money to live while I spend my SU on rent and expensive transportation between Sweden to Denmark and so on.

Having SU being a little sassy problem other than that, do you know how annoying it is to WAIT FOR EVER for a responds from the government about whether or not your loved ones application will be accepted or not, we are just in the pre-stage so we still have to re-apply for the ACTUAL visa when we get the green light. I just want to punch a bunch of wall, it's nerve wrecking man. 

Other than that I'm working out and eating healthy trying to change the way I see my body and accept the body I have and that I should love it for what it is, cause I got the power to change it. 

All the motivational quote stuff ;) 

I'll show my workout progress on my blog too, can't hurt to keep record on my blog other than on my blogilates app I'm probably too shy to post it. I don't think my results are SUPER AMAZING but, I'm working towards the amazing part so gimme a another 12 weeks~ 

Thanks for reading! New post TOMORROW UHHH~

Moving, again | Moving to Lund, Sweden

Hey again! Yet again, I'm moving 

Currently I'm in Sweden, I'm here to stay though 

(for approx. 5 years)

I'm moving to Lund tomorrow! I've been moving around a lot this year and I realized it made my blog suffer, a lot. I didn't mean to neglect it though, I enjoy writing posts, reviews and life updates (so I can look back on it and remember everything~) so here's a little update.

I've been cleaning and packing, working out as well as trying to attend to my Youtube channel. I've been trying to upload a bit more regularly to atleast 1 video a week or 3 video a month. Just a bit sad I don't have much going on to record so I'm thinking about vlogging a bit more with my whole moving and experiencing a new country with my boyfriend.

But hey good news! I know I lost A LOT of followers after I had a friend pick about my layout on my blog and deleted my followers by mistake (it's okay ; w ; ..) but I finally reached a 100 subscribers on Youtube! I was waiting to do a giveaway when I reached 600 followers on IG but, whatever ~ haha

I'll post a video about the giveaway this week (hopefully tomorrow or Tuesday) and it's open to all my readers and followers both on Twitter, Tumblr, Blogger and Youtube!

Hope some will join <3

Thanks for reading

Moving out of 3J Court

I moved out!

It's only been about 2 days since I we moved out from 3.J Court as much as I loved having a place of my own, my first apartment with my boyfriend; not roomates/dorm mates etc, but with a person I loved. It has been amazing, (almost) a year flew by so fast our anniversary is coming up soon! I can't believe it. 

On a sidenote, I hated the staff, or rather the way they "handled" us moving out. In a very money-sucking and unprofessional manner, I got my deposit ripped to pieces, from 17,000 (~down to originally 12,400) I got 5323 (baht) back. I had from the 17,000 excluding the last month's rent (5,600B) they cranked up our electricity bill to over 5000! In the many months we have been living in this crappy apartment (the wifi speed was 11. fack) the highest we ever had our electricity bill was on 2300, ever. I don't wanna start on how much bullshit that is and what they took us for, sure we are young but, we aren't stupid.

The office staff were so kind to us in the beginning, figures right? As the closer we had to move out the worse it got, and us asking for our deposit 2 days prior our leave (we originally wanted to book a hotel since living 10 days at my friend's place seemed to be pushing it..) we got a no, but then we could get it the day before we left, so sure. We with our "original 4579B electricity bill" (wasn't happy with that, we didn't really spend much more electricity compared to other months) in 1 day we it up with an additional of 1500B, it's 7B per unit!! We had 1 laptop, 1 light and refrigerator = impossible that's our Monthly standard (I never plug mine in for more than 2 hours a day) UGHHHH THE RAGE. 

In the end, these money-sucking cunts can take their dirty fingers up their butt. I'm not coming back and I won't recommend people to stay there for a more than a month! + never get roomservice, all they do is clean your tiny ass bathroom and swipe everything else under your bed. 

Why would you even pay 200Baht for that shit, you probably do that yourself.

I liked the inside of the apartment, the balcony and the nice street vendors that were so conveniently close to us, I had a good stay but, it wasn't anything but a few nice people and my boyfriend that made me see past all of the other stuff. 

Done D: < 

Sorry, that seemed more like a rant.

But, I'm not the only one that had this happen to me, it also happened to other exchange students.. sigh.

I'm in a much better place now though, so thanks for reading! I'll post some reviews (lenses..etc) soon! Sorry if I bored you ^^'

Long Awaited Reunion

Reunions can suck, like school reunions; mine always sucked hard. 

But, one among friends I’ve not been able to see since 2011-2012 last time I was in Thailand studying here I made a handful of good friends only sad part; scattered all over the world T__T USA to Japan to Thailand, freakishly far apart.

So we all came together during the holiday season, celebrated New Years, dining out and catching up. Funny to me how everyone had not changed a bit but, I had not only changed in appearance, mentally too. 

Yeah I might just be a 19 year old girl (turning 20 soon..) though my friends on the other hand are at a minimum 5 years older than me (and that is the youngest one of them) I actually felt older than them, I managed to stay extremely quiet and just look from the side lines..

I’m kind of like that among friends observing other’s fun times and just fill in, not in a bad way though!
I enjoy it too, seeing other people have fun.

Here’s some pictures of jolly friends and food C: 

Actually had nice when I left the apartment..died on the way ; w ; )9 Excuse long retarded fingers. lol

Having a blast after eating a yummy Thai Lunch at Central World! After that we went for Japanese dessert, After You where they specialize in Shibuya Honey Toast, delicious beverages like tea and coffee + awesome cakes! We all shared a Honey Toast My first time; pretty alright :DD and Chocolate Lava, I'm not a cake/dessert fan though I'm letting myself indulge on these rare creatures (rare to me) and have to admit these were pretty delicious and worth a cramping stomach ache.

Yumi and Pie went to pray at the shrines outside of the mall, both very famous; 1st one is for business, school etc "life" 2nd one is the "Single's Temple" where single people pray for luck in love and to get a partner, pretty funny knowing Yumi had been dating 8 guys in 1 year and still couldn't get a steady boyfriend. And really wants to start a family within 2014..

She went to the "gods"  ≧ヮ≦ 

The "business" / Life shrine

Pie and Yumi with their offerings

The "Love" Shrine

Done with the prayer = Happy Yumi

Thanks for reading!! 

Reflecting back on 2013

Hello there!
I thought I would take the time to look back on what I’ve learned, experienced and achieved over the past 12 months of 2013, so here it goes!

Honestly I think this is one of the best years I’ve had. I’ll definitely say I’m not the most positive person, based on a past me I was a hardcore slut-in, anti-social and at least VERY negative. I can really look back and feel really silly just by the thought of all the things I was throwing away, my health for them being one of the important ones, I was really just a silly confused girl when I was younger. A bit too bad that I was so negative to enjoy all the good and positive things my life, that were still offered me even though I had the worst of the worst times of my life until now.

I managed to overcome something that literally had been eating me for years, ruining myself and most chances of having a regular social life with my friends; without being paranoid to spill the secret. And that’s sorely to my boyfriend, he made me realize that I can overcome it if I truly wanted it, for someone or for yourself – I choose him over the thing eating me as hard as it was to let go he helped me and I am forever grateful for him saving me from it.

2013 have meant Love, love have come into my life. Never been this happy before finding someone that loves me regardless of my past or what I’ve done, I’ve never met someone like him in my life and I never want him to leave.. So I want to thank you 2013, for putting the most amazing guy into my life.

Guess I could say since I’ve tried to look more positively on my life, I’ve become more bold and I suppose that’s a good thing in my case, finally stop being a push-over and “too-nice” towards people taking advantage of me. In the terms of like, “I deserve to be happy too” kinda feel, I do want it and I am trying to earn it, working for it every day so I can be happy and make everyone else I care about happy if I can. It’s not that bad to want something that’s good for you, no?

Other than that, I’ve taken a lot of chances, accepted change and sacrificed tons of things to be where I am now, even if it isn’t ideal for most, I am to gladly repeat 2013 with all it’s bad and horrible sides along with the happiness I’ve been obtained as well as the love I’ve been given. So being spontaneous can be added to life qualities now I guess, haha.  

I think I’ll put body image in another post instead because that’s going to be looong one, I’ll spill all my secrets in that one, so I guess look forward to it? Hahaha.

I would say that pretty much sums it up, 2013 started out freakishly bad, who the hell have their storage room set on fire by kids on the 2^nd day of the new year. Sigh. Not just that but a lot of things uptil my 19^th birthday (the first 3 months of 2013) was terrible. Utter horror, I start cringing just thinking about it -_- ..

I’ll leave it at this, not as long as it could have been!