Moving, again | Moving to Lund, Sweden

Hey again! Yet again, I'm moving 

Currently I'm in Sweden, I'm here to stay though 

(for approx. 5 years)

I'm moving to Lund tomorrow! I've been moving around a lot this year and I realized it made my blog suffer, a lot. I didn't mean to neglect it though, I enjoy writing posts, reviews and life updates (so I can look back on it and remember everything~) so here's a little update.

I've been cleaning and packing, working out as well as trying to attend to my Youtube channel. I've been trying to upload a bit more regularly to atleast 1 video a week or 3 video a month. Just a bit sad I don't have much going on to record so I'm thinking about vlogging a bit more with my whole moving and experiencing a new country with my boyfriend.

But hey good news! I know I lost A LOT of followers after I had a friend pick about my layout on my blog and deleted my followers by mistake (it's okay ; w ; ..) but I finally reached a 100 subscribers on Youtube! I was waiting to do a giveaway when I reached 600 followers on IG but, whatever ~ haha

I'll post a video about the giveaway this week (hopefully tomorrow or Tuesday) and it's open to all my readers and followers both on Twitter, Tumblr, Blogger and Youtube!

Hope some will join <3

Thanks for reading

Moving out of 3J Court

I moved out!

It's only been about 2 days since I we moved out from 3.J Court as much as I loved having a place of my own, my first apartment with my boyfriend; not roomates/dorm mates etc, but with a person I loved. It has been amazing, (almost) a year flew by so fast our anniversary is coming up soon! I can't believe it. 

On a sidenote, I hated the staff, or rather the way they "handled" us moving out. In a very money-sucking and unprofessional manner, I got my deposit ripped to pieces, from 17,000 (~down to originally 12,400) I got 5323 (baht) back. I had from the 17,000 excluding the last month's rent (5,600B) they cranked up our electricity bill to over 5000! In the many months we have been living in this crappy apartment (the wifi speed was 11. fack) the highest we ever had our electricity bill was on 2300, ever. I don't wanna start on how much bullshit that is and what they took us for, sure we are young but, we aren't stupid.

The office staff were so kind to us in the beginning, figures right? As the closer we had to move out the worse it got, and us asking for our deposit 2 days prior our leave (we originally wanted to book a hotel since living 10 days at my friend's place seemed to be pushing it..) we got a no, but then we could get it the day before we left, so sure. We with our "original 4579B electricity bill" (wasn't happy with that, we didn't really spend much more electricity compared to other months) in 1 day we it up with an additional of 1500B, it's 7B per unit!! We had 1 laptop, 1 light and refrigerator = impossible that's our Monthly standard (I never plug mine in for more than 2 hours a day) UGHHHH THE RAGE. 

In the end, these money-sucking cunts can take their dirty fingers up their butt. I'm not coming back and I won't recommend people to stay there for a more than a month! + never get roomservice, all they do is clean your tiny ass bathroom and swipe everything else under your bed. 

Why would you even pay 200Baht for that shit, you probably do that yourself.

I liked the inside of the apartment, the balcony and the nice street vendors that were so conveniently close to us, I had a good stay but, it wasn't anything but a few nice people and my boyfriend that made me see past all of the other stuff. 

Done D: < 

Sorry, that seemed more like a rant.

But, I'm not the only one that had this happen to me, it also happened to other exchange students.. sigh.

I'm in a much better place now though, so thanks for reading! I'll post some reviews (lenses..etc) soon! Sorry if I bored you ^^'

CNY | Lunar New Year ✿

Hey there! Chinese New Year passed already I know, sorry~

But, I will still proceed to complete the blogpost about it! You won't be too bored with it, cause it'll be short :P After researching a bit about the whole 'Chinese New Year' stuff, also discussing it my Hubby about the Lunar New Year in Korea, it's basically a family holiday you stay home and indulge in good foods; family time basically. Korean elders would give money to the kids/young ones(?) kinda like how Chinese people get those red envelopes with money, very interesting to me since my mother isn't really for CNY I never knew.

   

Basically cause not all Thai people care to celebrate it (though there's a large Chinese society in Thailand, based in Bangkok Yaowarat one of the largest 'China Town's in SEAsia celebrate it) if there's any of them that have Chinese relatives or Chinese ancestors they would take a day off work, my mother being one of them that didn't celebrate; I didn't really know what to do about it - we went out for good foods at Sizzler though, since cooking at home can be a hassle at times.   But, woopp Sizzlersss love their salad bar!

Otd was pretty simple but, I really liked my makeup (BEFORE LEAVING UGHH). 

It had turned out so nice it's an incredible shame it had to be ruined by the time we actually reached Sizzlers... But I also changed shirt, cause I started feeling really cold and I didn't want to expose my shoulders in the cold AC inside of the mall (before I got really sick, but whatever been sick eversince the beginning of 2014 so meh!) 

Hubby's salad choice, LOL

I like my greens BD and yes some potato salad..I'm so bad _ _

Also Hubby got a haircut!

He decided to cut it short since the hottest season is coming up..Still looking good and cute. TIHI

Didn't bring the liptint so the orange lippy fainted :'''C

I shall leave you with a Caramel Macchiato, order that everytime I get near a Starbucks Dx .. But, so bloody good..Kinda miss my Tiramisu Latte's in Denmark from Baresso but, the time shall come again! 

Thanks for reading!

Uncalled Hiatus

Hii, I’m really sorry my blog have been collecting dust for the past few months, it wasn’t my intention. And it’s not that I’ve been (doing absolutely nothing u.u) nothing at all..I’ve been some things while waiting for paperworks, visas and such to work out and I will tell ya; freaken boring af.

Actually I don't wanna call it 'hiatus' more in the likes of "I lost my SD card so I can't make videos or take good pictures.. and I lost it over a month ago" of a blogpost. So there you have it, I just happened to lose my SD card for my Canon while I was in Vietnam Airport (Hanoi) for a 1day1night trip. I don't know exactly how I lost it, but it's gone that's for sure. So nothing bad happened to me during my boyfriend's and I little adventure, all good and all is well :DD

Hence no good quality camera I've been documenting life on Instagram basically just using my phone (like normal people .____. didn't realize this until now).

While waiting and all, my boyfriend and I really are just being silly, hugging and kissing saying stupid stuff and being all lovely-dovely and such, we tend to end up like so;

• 1 Angry Boyfriend
• 1 Sad Haku sitting outside on the balcony feeling like a bad person for making boyfriend angry.

.. yeah I might be pretty pathetic lol, but it’s not like we actually fight, sometimes I just get really sad and cry for ruining his life by taking him with me etc, you know? It’s a lot of guilt knowing I’ve taken everything he had away from him and not having anything to offer in return after all of this.. So I tend to cry, making him upset cause he feels like it’s his fault. Think all in one we keep feeling like we both aren’t good enough..sigh, I do indeed not feel like I deserve such a sweet and loving guy like him and I don’t have anything to offer him ._. Talk about no self-esteem lol

But after all, it’s all those things that made us open up so badly I feel like I literally know everything about him now, and I’ve spilled every little secret I’ve ever kept about myself and my upbringing (“childhood”) it was pretty bad, all he does is feel sorry for me lol t( – 7 – ) bitch

I can fairly say I've never felt so connected to another human being before in my life, letting a person know absolutely everything about me; bad more than good. It makes me so happy, even after telling him the darkest things about me he still loves me; “I can see you’ve changed, I would still have loved you even back then” HE IS SUCH A CHEESE.

Though.. I honestly feel like he’s the one, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with >~< I know it sounds super unrealistic and “heck you’re both too young to know sh*t” not mention like a movie that just couldn’t happen irl, but. I DON’T CARE (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡 ┻ truelovebitches ┻

..I just want to spend the rest of my life with him okay  ╥﹏╥）

I'll just end this mindless ramble with a time line of the only group pictures we have (cause he doesn't like to get his picture taken U.U stupid) From the 1st to most recent C:

We Went Abroad Pt. I ★彡

Let me hit ya'll up with an update shall we? (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ After arriving at the airport we got our "hotel" (the dreadful one from the previous post, read the rant review of Nest Boutique Resort) fetch us in a shuttle bus for free.

The Departure

At Kastrup Airport, in Copenhagen. Hanging around Joe & the Juice to be able to charge up on phone battery and count the long hours before our flight to Thailand. With a transit flight in Norway we had to spend 16+ hours at the Airport in Denmark before we could get our ass moving, we did nothing but watch movies and chill on Tinychat got a bit grumpy at the end lol. ('◉◞⊖◟◉` )

Cooking Curry - Katsu Curry Edition [Video-Update]

Uploaded a new video folks! It's mainly for those foodlovers out there, and those who can't say no to delicious yummy looking (and pretty tasty too imo) Japanese curry (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ 

E and I made this before we left for Thailand so to follow up a bit I'm posting "later" videos before I plan on editing on my "Off We Go" O.W.G (omg much, lol) tihi.

Video's - Vlogs - Youtube

Lately I've been uploading a lot of video's, mainly about life (no vlogs tho) with my Boy and my friends around the country. 

Lovely Dovely?

Hell yeah.

Things have been going so well, never been this happy like seriously true blessed with such pure joys of being with a man I truly love. Being together like this for (soon) 3 months, really made me realize that it doesn't matter how you meet a person, how far away from you they are, "nor does age even matter", race or gender - a long distance relationship can work with freaking Love & Effort gaiz.

This goes for friendships as well ya'll. Fosho.

We have gotten to learn everything about each other, opened to someone this much is something I never thought was possible, E is really the one person I can talk about Everything with. Even my darkest secrets, pains and burdens I carry that I don't feel I could ever share with someone else. This made me understand how much love and affection we have for each other, been crying together over nothing, laughing and smiling every day and just being in his arms sets my tear channels off, cause well, I'm just so happy with this one person I start crying happy tears (not literally, lol it freaks him out when I cry). 

And all to say even though we get jealous by each other's past, it's silly, we're that much into each other that people in the past is on our hit list. By hitlist, think Hitman please, LOL. 

E motivated me in ways I didn't think possible and by that a lot of opportunities opened up!

I got my own apartment , closer to my school in the city (right across from 3 of my closest college buddies actually, ballin' ~) even though it got hit by bad luck. It was actually ready to move into ASAP till they found a busted water pipe from an earlier visit of people looking at the apartment (DARM U) and the entire kitchen and bathroom got ruined, everything had to be replaced and renovated again. Water damages all over the entrance, outer part and yeah it was pretty much bad shit all over. But, that means new stuff! So good in bad, so to say, I can't complain since I won' get charged extra nor do they raise the price, so all good for me (sad I couldn't move in straight away but, from the 01/09 I'm independent again! W00P)

Made crucial decisions about my life, that sums it up pretty much no? I'm still debating what to do with my future, future studies and possibilities after graduating this program and so it was the plan to move in with a friend&her boyfriend (awks) in Copenhagen then transfer my Final year there. Then head straight for University (if I get accepted ofc) but, all in one the pressure got over my head, lack of communication and I backed out, it wasn't something for me and I didn't want that stress upon me. Found my own place, staying 1 more year then we'll see if I go straight for Uni or work for a year, time will tell.  

So hopefully I can get a job too, soon (soon my precious, soon) - I'll look for jobs in Horsens, Vejle even Aarhus despite the far distance better to look for actual workplace that would hire 18+ adults and just young worker 17 and down. Fucking bullshit, it's just shitty of them, some rejected mine and hired a freaking 16 y.o kid in Bilka so you can see what their priorities are (I talked to him, he got hired on spot whilst I had applied 2 months earlier, smh)

♥ Finally been getting out a bit more with E and had good food, cozy cafe time and got permission to take his picture (even though he derp'd most of them♥) So shall we end this little update with foodporn and corny coupleshirt pictures? 

YES

After the house warming party, that hairband LOL

Scrubby lovin' ♥

btw this burger sucked so bad.

♥

Till next time, bye!